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    The truth was, yeah, Shane married Ilya, but he’d married hockey first. He married hockey the second he signed his rookie contract with the Metros, and his courtship began long, long before. And his marriage to hockey wasn’t like his marriage to Ilya. Hockey wouldn’t ever love him back. Ilya wasn’t going to chew Shane up and spit him out at some nebulous point after he turned thirty and before he turned forty, his joints busted and his mouth full of dentures and his brain fucked to hell and back. And that marriage—his first marriage—had always come before his second, illicit shotgun wedding.

    It wasn’t ideal, maybe, but that was just how things were. Hell, it was probably the same for Ilya, too. The fuck was Shane supposed to do about it? Nothing, nothing, nothing. He liked his life just the way it was. He didn’t want to do anything different. He still doesn’t. And that’s the worst, most shameful part of it all: at the end of the day, some part of Shane will always wish he could wind back time like adjusting a watch; erase that Instagram post before it ever hit the internet and go back to the life they’d had before; the life that was slowly killing them both.

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    He could still feel it now, the warm-wet slide of Ilya's tongue as he licked a stripe from the sensitive skin on Shane's palm to the tip of his middle finger, shocking a laugh out of him. The head-rush of feeling how quickly his cock hardened against the warmth of Ilya's bare ass, Ilya's full weight bearing down on Shane's hips. The heat of the blush traveling from his cheeks all the way down to his chest in response to the smoulder in Ilya's eyes.

    Мой любимый, this is excuse to put sunscreen on my naked body, yes?

    Shane gnawed at the memories like a dog with a bone, allowed himself to get lost in them until he felt physically sick, at which point he realized that he needed to switch lanes to avoid hitting the fawn, still unmoving, still unblinking.

    After the Raiders v. Metros accident, Shane comes back different.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    “What did we say?” Hayden said, using his best approximation of a stern dad voice as he approached them. “No iPad after lights out.” Damn, they needed to change the passcode on that thing again. How did Ruby keep figuring it out?

    The little terror in question was looking up at him with wide eyes, her face lit spookily from beneath by the screen. “Uncle Shane got hurt,” Ruby whispered.

    Hayden's POV. Set during Dig Two Graves chapter 5.

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    Lily Hollander
    @hollalily81

    It has been 28 days 17 hours and 35 minutes since I last kissed @ShaneHollanderHockeyPlayer

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    My take on Ilya having a Boston Lily twit account

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Chapter 2

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    Shane Hollander is entering his junior year at McGill. As a biochemistry major taking advanced courses, he has a more than full semester ahead and no time for distractions. But after a chance encounter with a stranger at a bar on the last weekend before classes start, Shane may find certain distractions unavoidable.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Chapter 3

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    [But Shane wants to know what puts Ilya in the mood for it. He wants to know when sending a picture of his own dick dripping spit will get Ilya absolutely wild and when it will be just a pleasant little start to things. When making his blowjobs sloppy will have Ilya falling apart and needy and when it will just leave Ilya pleased with himself and mouthier than usual.

    He wants to know what will get Ilya staring at Shane’s mouth like he might die if he doesn’t find out what will come out of it next, and what makes him look like he can’t wait to put something in it.

    Because the thing is, Shane knows an implied challenge when he hears one. Especially ones from Ilya Rozanov.]

    OR,

    Sometimes there’s a particular thing Ilya wants, something Shane doesn’t mind giving him when Ilya wants it. If he can figure out when Ilya wants it. Which he will. Because it’s definitely all about when Ilya wants it. Definitely…definitely that.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    They're soulmates. They're out to the world, for better or worse. Ilya is safe and learning to heal. Everything should be good.
    And yet.

     

    SEQUAL to Safer in Chains than to be Free

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    24 Jun 2026

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    Chapter 3

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    Jane: Look are we ok?
    Jane: fuck um. You just - i dunno
    Jane: You sounded off on the phone?
    Jane: god ok fine maybe youre mad at me.
    Jane: Since im boring or whatever.
    Jane: Anyway i have to go to some stupid bar with the team
    Jane: call me back when you get these?

    *Jane is typing….*



    Jane: ilyaaaaaaa ugh
    Jane: cartftr made me take shits
    Jane: fuck no not shits
    Jane: shats
    Jane: SHORTS
    Jane: fucking hell i give up
    Jane: point is im drjnk and im sad and i miss you
    Jane: and im NOT ducking boring
    Jane: duck
    Jane: DUCK
    Jane: ugh. You know hwat i mean
    Jane: im in a cab and i see the airport and
    Jane: what if i just booked a flght to Bossston early haha
    Jane: how boring would that be

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    23 Jun 2026

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    “Marley.” Ilya says evenly, suddenly knowing he can actually breathe. He had a plan and he knew what he needed to do. And he couldn’t do it from the locker room bench. “If he is very injured, if he cannot play again, if he is very bad, I will kill you. I will kill you painfully.”
    Cliff gapes at him.

    In which the hit that Cliff Marleau had on Shane Hollander goes a little different. For one, they’re in Boston. For another, Ilya realizes he might be panicking? Which is probably not something to do in the middle of a game. And, oh yeah, he just outed both himself and his not-boyfriend to an entire locker room of hockey players.

    But that’s okay, because while Boston may be vicious, they do take care of their own. And they quickly realize that their captain’s happiness and willingness to stay with the Bears is tied to Shane Hollander. The solution is easy, they’ll just have to make Shane Hollander a Bear.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Chapter 6

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    "Shane Hollander. I, um, wanted to introduce myself."
    Rozanov turned to face him, cocked an eyebrow, and moved to shake Shane's hand. His grip was strong, his large palms calloused and surprisingly warm in the winter cold. The contact was over in a breath and still sent a tingle down Shane's spine. Focus, don't make this weird. You've practiced what you're gonna say to him. 

    Or: What happens during the gaps in TV canon leading up to Hollanov’s first time™?
    Shane does a LOT of research, Ilya chooses a more physical approach – they’re just two kids with big fat crushes trying their best.
    Featuring: teenage angst, awkward sexual experiences and the buzzy feel of first love (shhhh they don't know that part yet!)

    This fic is basically a time capsule of being a queer teen in the late 2000s/early 2010s

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    22 Jun 2026

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    At 35, Ilya's life could not be going worse frankly. His best friend is asking for a divorce, he has a boring job and his boring co worker pities him enough to invite him to spend a few weeks with him and his family on their annual vacation to their summer cottage. And he's so pathetically lonely he accepts.

    At 22, Shane has his whole life ahead of him. He's the captain of his university's hockey team, he's suspected to be the first draft pick in the MLH and he's able to maintain a 4.0 GPA on top of all that. His lack of a social life doesn't really bother him, he'll have time to date once he's achieved his life long dream. He's sure a girl will come along eventually.

    OR Ilya is Shane's dad's hot co worker who ends up at the cottage one summer.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Maybe this is the best part of achieving any kind of semblance of fame: you know a guy who knows the movie star Rose Landry who knows the history buff and celebrity architect, Shane Hollander. Nerdy hunks with a hard ons for historic home renovations do not grow on trees. Ilya Rozanov, reigning Top Chef winner from the all-Canadian season and new historic home owner, is well aware he's found a diamond lost in the rough.

    or

    Shane Hollander knows it is completely and utterly unprofessional to be sucking off his celebrity client, Ilya Rozanov, in the decrepit historic home the chef's charged the architect in reviving. But here they are, sneaking around construction crews and lying to themselves that this isn't a problem. But this is a problem neither men want to ever go away.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    After officially dating and calling Mr. Hollander "Shane" in his head for three years, Ilya asks the Hollanders for their son's hand in marriage. Count him surprised when he's the one who ends up proposed to. Count him a little less than surprised when he realizes what Shane's week-long honeymoon at the cottage is going to entail.

    SubTop Ilya Week 2026.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Chapter 5

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    Shane Hollander runs to Russia to escape hockey and himself.
    After a crushing loss, he has ninety days to disappear before he has to go back.

    He doesn’t expect to run into Ilya Rozanov, who refuses to leave him alone, pushing him back toward everything he tried to leave behind.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    The play is very, very obvious. Ilya has spent most of his life wanting to be away from it, and to do that, you need a lot of money. The man in front of him has a lot of money, and better yet, a deep appreciation for the muscles that make up Ilya’s stomach. Ilya wishes he had the texts in hand, thick, soft pieces to feed back into his frowning mouth. Remember? When you said: I like you so much, and god I feel crazy and Fuck me, fuck me harder, more, god you feel so big, so good. I can feel you—please, you’re going to make me come. Please can I come. Please, Ilya.

    Always, they beg. Ilya is happier than he thought possible to fit in one body.

    or: Catfish au.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Ilya keeps his eyes on him, the steam from the shower fogging the space as Hollander eventually lets himself look back, fingers working through his hair.

    Ilya doesn't know what's going on.

    Or why Hollander looks...off, as though he's hesitant about something.

    Ilya turns away, continuing with scrubbing himself and grumbling, “Want to suck my dick or something?”

    Hollander nervously mumbles words that are barely audible. Maybe it was an apology, maybe it was something else. But Ilya just brushes it off and finishes up his wash.

     

    sooo what if staring at each other in the shower just freaked both of them out?

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Chapter 1

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    The first time Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov meet, they’re both nobodies playing a battle of the bands gig and glaring at each other from opposite sides of the stage.

    The night ends with a fight, a hookup neither of them planned, and Shane walking out before either of them can pretend it meant something.

    Two years later their bands are everywhere—and somehow they keep ending up in the same rooms again.

    Ilya hasn’t forgotten.

    Shane wishes he could.

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