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this is not enough (i am not enough) by blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jan 2026
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Shane's breath catches on a sob, and he muffles the sound with his hand. Everything feels like too much. He’s naked, and he can feel entirely too much on his body, inside his body, and he hates how it's starting to feel gross. His head is pounding, and he can't even focus on placating his mind when his lungs are also screaming in his throat for breath.
Ilya hears, and his hands reach out to hold Shane, tension lying in every part of his body. “Shane—”
“Don't touch me,” Shane snaps, more desperation than yelling as he rips his arm out of Ilyas's grasp. His tears have nowhere to go now, and they finally spill over, hot and humiliating, down his cheeks.
Ilya freezes in place, hand hovering mid-air. A myriad of emotions flicker across his face: confusion, hurt, fear. Ilya takes an unconscious step back like someone shoved him. His body curls in on itself, trying to make himself appear smaller.
He looks... terrified. Like, Shane just called him a monster, and he believes it.
OR: inspired by the fight in the long game when ilya had told shane he could have sex with other men because he did not believe in cheating.
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- Part 2 of missing scenes from TLG 📖
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01 Jul 2026
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heaven and hell were words to me by LunarMoonstone
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 May 2026
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“I, uh, came to ask for a ride."
Luca glanced sideways at Boodram, who was frozen with one arm in his jacket. It truly would have been hilarious, the way they all watched this scene unfold like a car crash, if it didn’t also feel like one.
They shared a confused glance, turning back when Rozanov’s incredulous “A ride?” rang through the locker room.
“Yeah, I, uh, figured I could use one since I just…quit the Metros,” Hollander said slowly, heaving an exhausted sigh afterwards.
In which Shane Hollander overhears his teammates talking about him before a game and ends up in the Centaurs' locker room, asking Ilya Rozanov for a ride.
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- Part 3 of Hurt/Comfort One Shots
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22 Jun 2026
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The boiling point is water by ReileyHeart
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 May 2026
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The day starts off wrong and only gets worse. Every single thing that could irritate Shane does and eventually, he can't process it all. Queue panic, a meltdown, and Ilya who somehow always knows when Shane needs him.
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22 Jun 2026
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ReHeated | Between the Scenes: A Canon-Compliant Compilation by SuperFreakyHollanov
Fandom Heated Rivalry (TV)
22 Jun 2026
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My intention is for this series to be supplemental to the Heated Rivalry TV series. Each work will be a stand-alone perspective of either Shane or Ilya (and probably a few cameos by ancillary characters) throughout the series. Everything written will always be canon-compliant with the TV show. Any future references I might use from the books may not remain canon compliant if the TV show heads in a different direction. But I don't expect to be writing that far into the future for that to be an issue.
I am essentially trying to both expand the episode and go deeper into themes, rationales, and actions of the characters. For a multimedia type experience, readers could read these while watching the actual episodes; I do that when I'm writing.
If you've taken the time to read one or more of these works, I thank you very much for your time and support. :)
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20 Jun 2026
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January 2011
It’s All-Star Weekend. Both Shane and Ilya have been named to their respective teams. This work explores their POVs on the lead up to, the events during, and the time after the All-Star game in Nashville. Canon-compliant with S1E1.
Scott and Shane emerged from the elevator together. They clocked Carter Vaughn waving at them from across the lobby. The three men entered the bar together. Already, many of the players from both sides had found their way to the watering hole. Shane trailed behind the two Admiral players, trusting that they’d lead him to where the group was gathering.
As he walked he felt… something. Like maybe someone was watching him. Normally this never happened to him. He was always so focused on what he was doing and where he was going that it didn’t leave room for noticing much else.
But this… sensation… he could feel it. He swiveled his head and looked around the bar. He nearly tripped over his own feet when he saw Ilya Rozanov watching him from a secluded corner where he was sitting with a couple of the other Russians.
Their eyes met.
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20 Jun 2026