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    “Can’t hang out tonight, Hayd. I have plans.”

    “Bullshit,” Hayden responds. “You never have plans.”

    Objectively, this used to be true. Nowadays Shane has many, many plans, between his nightly plans to look at Ilya’s penis through Skype and his various long-term plans laid out helpfully in his notebook, Canva (For Ilya’s sake. He is a visual learner), and more recently, Excel. Shane loves that excel sheet. He’s colour coded it.

     

    In 2017, Shane Hollander spirals and proposes to his boyfriend of 4 days (or 7 years, or 9 years, or not his boyfriend at all, depending on how you look at it), which leads to a lot of plans, weird theories in the Montreal Voyageur locker room, some Twitter drama, and Ilya Rozanov entering his WAG era.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Shane’s uncle arrives from Japan for Shane and Ilya's wedding, which becomes complicated in ways Ilya does not expect.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    "It's just not, like, appealing," Shane says.

    Ilya blinks. "Do I misunderstand meaning of English word appealing?"

    Shane seems to be fumbling for the right words. "Look, I'm not trying to say it bothers me or anything. I just don't think about it. Or want to think about it. Hockey players are supposed to be bulky, and stuff fluctuates on and off season, it's fine."

    Ilya looks at him, harder now that Shane seems very focused on the floor instead of meeting his eyes. Shane says, quieter than before, "It's not like it fucking bothers you, anyway. Or does it?"

     

    or; Shane and Ilya have very different opinions of the stretch marks on Shane's thighs.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    "Shut up," Shane says. "Don't be so whiny."

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    Hollander knew how to arch his back just so. He had dimples above his ass. Cliff began to wonder if Shane Hollander was a bit of a slut. Wasn’t that a fucking thought? 

     

    A clown car pileup of events leads Cliff Marlow to Shane Hollander's doorstep at 10pm on a Thursday in Montreal.

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    11 May 2026

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    Sleet still lashed at the roof. Cliff turned to look at Hollander and for the first time that night, foolishly late, anxiety crept in. Hollander looked back at him with the coiled wariness of a wounded predator. Even flushed from his neck to his brown nipples, with Cliff’s cum trickling down his inner thighs, Hollander was still Shane Hollander. Did Cliff get to leave this room unscathed after seeing Hollander like this?

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    Ilya asked Shane’s father while Shane and his mother were talking outside: “Is boyfriends correct? Lovers is incorrect, but I am not sure what is correct.”

    “Well,” Mr. Hollander said. “‘Lovers’ is usually used for, hm, a mistress or an affair. Something kind of sordid. Though--you would say Romeo and Juliet is a play about two lovers,” he said. He paused his knife on the chopping board. “Somehow that’s right and using it for real people isn’t right. English is a damn funny language, Ilya."

    “Yes,” Ilya said from the bottom of his heart.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    “I saw this boy at Juniors. He was rounder in the face, cuter, but those eyes, that mouth. Delicious. We are both expected to be top draft picks. Rivals, some say. I told my manager, hey, what if we do a dramatic face-off commercial? Then I can see this beautiful boy again. CCM thinks that sounds great and brings him to me,” Ilya said.

    “Like you’re a fucking mob boss,” Shane said.

    “No mob. I just make very good plans,” Ilya said. “And then I saw the beautiful boy in the shower…”

    Shane looked up and narrowed his eyes. “How long were you waiting for me to get down to the showers? Were you hovering in a towel like a creeper?”

    Ilya touched his chest innocently: me?

    “You were. You came in ten seconds after I did,” Shane said, eyes filled with suspicion.

    Ilya spread his hands.

    “And stared at me, like a creeper,” Shane said.

    “Yes, I absolutely intended to look at your dick. You liked it.”

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    AU where one of Shane’s rookies comes out early on in his career. Organized in chronological order.

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    When Shane Hollander looks into the future he sees— not a flat sheet of ice, not that, not anymore, but something equally as empty.

    His backup plan was always to go to university. He hadn't thought he'd ever need it, not really. Especially not near the end, when everything felt so certain. But his grades were good, his mom made sure of that, so when he woke up in the hospital he already knew what he was going to do next. But after?

    There's a standard path people take, he knows, that comes after school. But when he tries to picture it, slot himself into the picket fence and the corporate overhead fluorescents, it disappears. Like it was never going to be real at all.

    (Or: after ending up at a jazz bar to celebrate the end of finals season, Shane Hollander finds himself where he never thought he'd be— in the orbit of NHL superstar Ilya Rozanov.)

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    16 Mar 2026

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    The only trick is to have no fear, and even less fear than that the more trouble one is in. Ilya cannot teach that to a man who has directed his energies into becoming, not like a saint, but like a painting of a saint, all dripping in symbolism: the way the robe drapes here, yes, that is on purpose, and the angle of the light, the patron’s face in the crowd, the instrument of the martyrdom in his hand and the fruit in the bowl on the table, all arranged except when—

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    12 Mar 2026

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    “And you’re sure there’s nothing for you?” David says suddenly. “You’re not—you’re feeling okay? You’re not sick? Shane wouldn’t have any reason to think that you’re sick?”

    Ilya blinks and turns to him. “I am fine. Totally fine. Better than fine, even, before today.”

    “It’s just—Shane’s acting like you’re dying, Ilya.”

    “Not as far as I’m aware,” says Ilya. “And I do not think he would learn this before me.”

    The summer before Ilya joins the Centaurs, Shane wakes up nervous. It doesn't stop from there.

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    28 Feb 2026

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    SecUnits are separated from their daemons the moment they come online. Murderbot meets its own daemon for the first time when the company transfers its contract to Dr. Mensah.

    The idea of having a daemon, a physical soul, is bad enough. But Murderbot's daemon isn't anything like what it should be. For one thing, it won't shut up about how much it wants to kill humans.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    We all stayed like that for long enough that Mensah apparently decided she needed to do something to break the stalemate, and said quietly, "Hello."

    The daemon turned toward her and snarled fiercely, louder than I thought should have been possible for such a tiny body. It opened its mouth and said in a high, clear daemon-voice, "I'll KILL you. Shut up. Shut up. I'll kill you I'll kill you all I want to. I'LL KILL YOU ALL." Then it screeched again, sounding completely fucking demented.

    I slammed the lid shut because on second thought, fuck this.

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    “Hollander’s Metros have had a challenging few years, with back-to-back knee injuries and a concussion keeping the two-time Stanley Cup winner and Olympic gold medalist off the ice for three consecutive postseason runs. Hollander is apparently back to fighting trim, but everyone’s wondering if that will still be true come April. The Metros have promised that they’re behind their franchise star one hundred percent, but there are signs they might be hedging their bets. The Metros announced last week that they have penned a deal with San Francisco’s dynamic young Russian star, center Ilya Rozanov. The move has sent shockwaves through MLH, as San Francisco was widely expected to sign a contract extension with Rozanov, who became a restricted free agent in June.”

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    12 Feb 2026

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    It should be frustrating, probably, but in truth Shane wants to stay like this forever, in this hot, slippery, dark, brilliant cocoon, splattered all over with fragmented lights.

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    Ilya’s lips purse, and he gets that look on his face that means he’s about to say something terrible.

    “You are waiting for me to give you chocolate?” he asks, one of his eyebrows even more arched than usual. There it is.

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    In which the Boston Raiders are playing the Montreal Metros on February 15th, and it's totally normal for Shane to spend Valentine's Day with his very casual situationship.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    They had made it to a new room dedicated to a different artist when he saw it. It was so simple. Just a landscape, a frozen lake with tall birch trees in the background, not a leaf in sight. It was almost entirely rendered in shades of blue and grey and white, except for a bird on one of the trees, basically just a small splotch of golden paint. Shane couldn’t stop looking at it, the eerie untouchability of the trees, the cool beauty of the lake, the gleam of almost-warmth on the bird’s feathers.

    His dad touched his arm to recall his attention, and after that failed, reminded him that as an MLH player, he could definitely afford a painting from this gallery if he wanted it. His mom stared with narrowed eyes as he tracked down the nearest attendant to figure out how he could get it into his apartment as soon as possible. The painting was called ‘Summer, Invincible’. Shane couldn’t figure out why.

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    Shane watched Ilya tilt his head back and drop some peanuts into his mouth. He gave them all of two chews before swallowing. The totally indigestible peanuts travelled down the line of his beautiful speckled throat. The man was begging for chronic reflux. 

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    03 Feb 2026

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    Shane sat down beside him. With quick, firm strokes, he cut out a small piece and forked it. “Can you chew your food? Please?”

    He held the fork up to Ilya’s mouth; and then his hand wavered.

    It was as if Shane had taken off chasing after the puck, only to notice that all the players had skidded to a standstill and everyone in the stadium had gone silent. Ilya was looking at him with an uncertain expression, full of longing. His pupils were blown, the kind of dark that Shane usually only saw when one of them was panting, either pressed up against a wall or the plexiglass. Shane had never seen those eyes and that expression go together quite like this before.

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    "You are okay? I was not too hard in you?"

    "You mean too hard on me."

    "No. I do not." The corner of his mouth twitches, like a traitor.

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    Shane wears panties for Ilya.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    "I will be Sherlock and you are Jude Law."

    Shane scoffs. "Why am I Watson?"

    "Have you ever done cocaine?"

    Shane gives him a look, because it has already come out during post-coital chitter-chatter that Shane hasn't even tried weed.

    "I think the one who has tried cocaine gets to be Sherlock." After Shane gives him a bewildered look, he adds, "Sherlock Holmes loved cocaine. He loved it like you love sucking my cock. It is in the stories. It is like in the name of one of the stories. I've only really done it two times, and I didn't like how it made my nose feel or how it made my dick work, so never again."

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    “If you don’t come here, I will come to you.”

    “Rozanov.”

    “I will drive,” Ilya tells him without sympathy. “Park illegally in my big muscle car. Everyone will notice. Lots of photos, probably.”

    Shane rubs his forehead. He gets to his feet and glances at his bag, still packed, on the hotel dresser.

    “I hate your car,” he says, at last.

    “Yes, I know,” Ilya says. It sounds like he’s smiling.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    He’d never expected to want Ilya this much. If given a choice, at the beginning, he knows he would have said no. But he’d let Ilya get under his skin when they were both too young to know any better—before they’d realized how malleable they were, or how hungry they could get—and the end result is that Shane feels hardwired to want him. He can’t stop. The love is too deeply embedded, like shrapnel. His deepest fear has always been premature, career-ending injury; so it hurts to know that a piece of him is out in the world, running riot beyond the boundaries of his control, smoking and drinking and driving hideously fast cars, and getting his heart broken by grief, and playing violent contact sports, and occasionally, if Shane is very lucky, sleeping quietly in bed beside him, or kissing his shoulder from behind. It is an objectively terrible situation to be in. It would have been his worst nightmare at seventeen.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    The Heated Rivalry lesbian figure skating AU.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    Please don’t tell me the first person who ever touched your dick was Dr. Robby.”

    “Um.” He coughs.

    “Oh my god I’m gonna fucking die.

    Santos tries to solve Whitaker’s sexual hangups. Whitaker tries to save Robby’s soul. Neither initiative goes exactly to plan.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    This is the key: orphans want to be nurtured, the friendless crave an audience of peers, and all lonely creatures desire intimacy. Utena may be the loneliest creature at Ohtori, after Anthy herself. And the thing about loneliness is, no matter how you try to outrun it, it always catches up to you.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    This is the key: orphans want to be nurtured, the friendless crave an audience of peers, and all lonely creatures desire intimacy. Utena may be the loneliest creature at Ohtori, after Anthy herself. And the thing about loneliness is, no matter how you try to outrun it, it always catches up to you.

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    "Listen, Mr. Rozanov." The general manager is talking out of the side of his mouth, his cigarette dropping ashes all over the hotel table. "We like you. We want you. We understand you are putting yourself under a fair amount of risk here, meeting with us like this. I hope it's obvious that if you play for us, we will set you up for a good life in Canada."

    He pauses, looks Ilya in the eye. "But you have to understand, if you agree to this, you have to be prepared to leave with us right now."

    Red Army superstar Ilya Rozanov defects from the Soviet Union. A Cold War-era hockey AU

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    22 Jan 2026

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