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    a really obscure series that details the life of a porcelain being raised to be among the worst

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    maigoen brainrot basically

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    Is there meaning to every one of your actions, or are you simply going through the motions of life as I am?

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    A universe where nearly two years before Sekai manifest, a chance encounter changes everything.

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  1. Rec 3

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    Wonderlands x Showtime, at the end of the world.
    (A Heat Abnormal AU inspired by April Fools 2026)

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    19 Jul 2026

  2. Rec 9

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    PROMPT 92: "I want you to be happy."

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    It was Rui’s third year of middle school when he was asked to see a therapist.

    Rui Kamishiro sat stiffly in the waiting room chair, hands tucked neatly into the sleeves of his school blazer. The cushions were too soft; he kept sinking into them, and every time he did, he sat up straighter, as if good posture could somehow shield him from how exposed he felt. His eyes wandered—not because he was curious, but because staring at the floor made his thoughts echo too loudly.

    He tugged lightly on one of the loose threads at his cuff. Why am I even here?

    It wasn’t like anything was wrong. At least… not in a way he knew how to explain.

    ​Teachers said he seemed withdrawn. His parents said he seemed distant. His classmates didn’t say anything to him at all.

    And Rui wasn’t sure if he wanted them to.

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    Rui once stepped into Satsuki’s office unsure, guarded, and painfully alone. Now, at his last appointment, he returns with the three people who have changed his life more than he ever expected.

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    19 Jul 2026

  3. Rec 22

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    Rui hasn't talked to his best friend for around 7 years. They're both more successful, more skilled, and more alone.

    So, when Rui gets the opportunity to reconnect, he gladly takes it — but there may be more than meets the eye on why his friend is more talented than before. Rui takes the deep dive to try and understand, but he may be going deeper than the light has reached before.

    A Tsukasa7-inspired fanfic aiming to explore the idea of what would happen if nobody ever told Tsukasa Tenma to stop.

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    17 Jul 2026

  4. Rec 2

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    mizuki is pulled into what they think is a minor acting role at PXL, only to be guided through a them of encounters with the people closest to them, who have more to say than a few words...

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    17 Jul 2026

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    “What a difference three minutes makes,” Subaru mutters, massaging his temple. “My brain trembles. Hey, Reinhard, what’s wrong?”
     
    Reinhard stares up at him. Subaru looks alive. He looks fine. He’s not bloody or writhing or wane or dead. He’s just standing there, looking at Reinhard awkwardly and scratching his arm. He looks concerned, even. He doesn’t look like he’s looking at a monster.

    [Divine Protection of Insolence], Reinhard had felt.

    Reinhard looks up. It’s a bit before noon.

    Is it not the greatest insolence to go against fate itself?

    Reinhard has another chance. He has another chance to save Subaru.

    Chapter 1 can be read as a standalone. No spoilers in either chapters for anime-onlies.

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    14 Jul 2026