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"You're my best friend."
"It pleases me greatly that my company and companionship are something that can bring you such comfort, young master. I don't think I've ever been anybody's best friend before."
Flins felt despair clawing its way through his chest as Illuga spoke, tearing him into confused ribbons. He wanted, more than anything, to give his name to Illuga right then and there. He didn't want to be Flins the Ratnik to Illuga, or even Flins the Friend, and that was the problem. He wanted to be Kyryll, Illuga's lover. Kyryll, Illuga's protector. Kyryll, Illuga's heart, soul, breath. Would it be okay? Could he even allow himself this indulgence, to consider himself Illuga's best friend, when he was so greedy at his core? Wouldn't it be terrible to decline Illuga's invitation for a deeper connection because it wasn't deep enough?
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Flins begins to learn acceptance through Illuga's eyes.Bookmarked by beansfor37
10 Jul 2026
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24k oneshot on this depressing friday morning?? say less
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When Flins and the Traveler face off against the phantom Rerir at Starsand Shoal with the intention to stop him from regaining his true form, Rerir reveals a devastating repercussion from the way Flins has been keeping a fragment of Rerir's heart in his lantern: through the resonation of the Abyss, and the close proximity to Flins' true form, he has come to see what lies in Flins' heart.
And since Flins has taken his heart, he's now going to take Flins' in revenge.
There’s only one place Rerir is going. There’s only one, exact thing that Flins’ heart could lead Rerir directly to.
Illuga.
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26 Jun 2026
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this was rlly my first faelight longfic that started my obsession, i am so ever so grateful i found pangea
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It all started with a damn box- (Faelight) by RamseyBamsey
Fandom 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
18 Jun 2026
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What 'belonging' means. by mingmingming (caramelisedbrownsugar)
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
07 Jan 2026
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Secrets cannot be kept forever; the both of them are aware of this more than ever. Expecting the unexpected was the first thing a Lightkeeper could get used to, but the shock doesn't wear off as easily.
The (second) next time he sees Flins, the words come tumbling out of his mouth faster than his brain can think.
“Were you trying to court me?”
“I’d be honored to do so, Young Master.”
Then why haven’t you?! Is the question that springs to his mind, but Illuga tampers himself down before realising what Flins had said, his mind short-circuiting.
“What?!”
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- Part 2 of When Winter Cometh.
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In Between the Glow of Lamplight and Moonlight by ninininochka
Fandom 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
12 May 2026
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12 May 2026
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yearner faelight, how i am in love with you
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bewitched by flames of passion (a bird will want to sing) by sleepyaletheas
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
01 May 2026
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after months of no physical contact, flins visits illuga at the lightkeeper's flower shop to invite her on a date to a gala. illuga is *so* normal about it all.
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She wants me by her side for these, blood rushed through her ears, burning brilliantly beneath her skin, probably matching her earring. “Who am I to decline such pleasure?”Ah, that was the wrong word—
“Oh, my young lady,” leaning over the counter again, Flins cradled Illuga’s hand in hers, lifting them to press a lingering cold kiss on the rougher knuckles with a bewitching stare, “the pleasure is always mine.”
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05 Apr 2026
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my goddess viomins blessed me once again
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dangerous game; rattling iron chains by snowfrostnocturne
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
26 Mar 2026
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“You enjoy teasing me, don’t you, Mr. Flins?”
“A favorite pastime of mine, I must say.”
Illuga gives Flins a dry side-eye. The expression softens soon after, however. “Then care to make a wager?”
“Let’s see who can fluster the other first.”
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“I’ve got an unreasonable request,” says Illuga, very slowly. “So I’d like to tell you now, Sir Flins, to turn me away.”
Flins looks at him, taken aback. “Pardon?”
There are many things he is capable of, having lived as long as he has, just as there is so very little that he can deny Illuga.
Flins receives a late-night visitor.
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24 Mar 2026
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“I want it all,” Illuga says, breathless as he squeezes around another thrust, “I want to know you want me too. I want to be yours, Flins. Bind me to you. Curse me. I don’t care, I just-”
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"You barely ever eat any human food."
"A shame, really."
"You must be starving."
"Not particularly."
"Then, if I offered you my heart, you would say no?"
Illuga finds an old book that tells the tales of man-eating fae, and decides to test the reality of it.
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21 Mar 2026
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Without him realizing until it's too late, Illuga's favourite pair of underwear dissapears.
He has a hunch about the thief's identity.
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21 Mar 2026
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those fking illupanties truly made its impact
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Five times Flins touches Illuga out of curiosity. Five times Illuga feigns ignorance until the truth spills forth.
Flins removes his glove before he touches Illuga's cheek again, marveling at the feel of the soft tissue under his cold skin. All the while, Illuga’s eyes stare into his own—the colours so bright and enticing. The blue of its outer circles rivals the sky, and the red center reminds him of the blood the young man spills so willingly for his homeland. It taints the lovely feeling Flins holds into darker thoughts, and he lingers—longer than he should—letting his thumb run over the same spot over and over again…
“Sir Flins?”
“Yes?”
“I think that’s enough,” the Young Master states abruptly before turning on his heel, leaving Flins standing where he is, staring at his hand as if he’s never had one to begin with.
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- Part 1 of Nod Krai Shenanigans
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As they make their way back to the Lighthouse in the aftermath of Flins saving Illuga from Aino's class, the young ratnik seems upset about something in particular—and so Flins indulges him.
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Or, Flins and Illuga go at it at Starsand Shoal.
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09 Mar 2026
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it's never "just the tip" yall... i'm genuinely tearing up
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A Ratnik's Guide to Rest and Relaxation by viomins
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
24 Jun 2026
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Illuga has two modes: working until he collapses, and feeling guilty about not working enough to collapse. He’s spent a lot of years perfecting those and running from his demons. He was gonna do that until the day he died and everything was gonna be fine. Really.
Until the gods threw a wrench into his plans.
Now, he needs a few new modes: resting (nightmarish), being taken care of (actual hell), and maybe not running from himself (absolutely unacceptable).
Flins thinks this will be good for him. Illuga thinks Flins is lucky he’s cute, because this is all his damn fault.
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Lightkeepers were no stranger to mortal dangers.
For the small price of protecting the innocent villagers residing in Nod Krai, they would risk their own lives fighting back against the Wild Hunt.
And yet, it seemed as if fate had deemed Illuga’s suffering was enough, and blessed him with enough time to grow old in retirement. To grow old in accompanying a certain Lightkeeper that liked to feed strange things to the blue fire nestled in his lamp…and–
“What should I do, Young Master Illuga?” Rarely was Flins’ voice so subdued, void of his usual composure and lighthearted teasing. His eyes were inhumanly bright, and yet, all Illuga could see was the wet shimmer of tears from a being that was older than the biggest of trees scattered all over Nod Krai. “I seem to find myself rather unwilling to imagine that we would no longer have our morning tea by my lighthouse.”
“Oh, Sir Flins.” Illuga smiled, a weathered hand coming to cup this face that remained the same even after the years had gone by. “Sometimes, things just come to an end, that’s all.”
Or in which, Illuga grows old together with Flins.
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25 Feb 2026
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the max angst potential when A is mortal while B isn't :( ouugghhhh
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sunlight is the thing with feathers by goldenqingxin
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
15 Feb 2026
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sunlight is the thing with feathers
which burns with guilt and life
and brings them hope without a word
and never skips a stride,and sweetest in the night is seen,
and dark must be the cloud
that could dampen this brightest gleam
which lifts many a moodI've seen it in the chillest land
and on the strangest sea;
a nightingale rests in its soft hand
both guides of song and shine.(or, in which illuga finds out there’s more to him than meets the eye.)
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20 Feb 2026
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mister "neither mortal nor immortal but a secret third thing" illuga, my KING
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魔神 | In an instant, the winds of Mondstadt died, some people of Liyue vanished, the lightning of Inazuma froze in place. From Fontaine’s stages to Sumeru’s libraries, from Natlan’s wildlands to Snezhnaya’s thronerooms... many souls fell into velvet darkness. And when they opened their eyes, they were seated in a place that should not exist.
A vast, sealed theater—grand enough to hold all of Teyvat—where even the Archons could no longer sense the fake sky. At its heart: a single mixtape. "Archronicles."
OR: Watching Genshin Impact Reacts: Character Teasers & Trailers, Archon & Event Quests!
LATEST: CHAPTER 40: Shadow Amidst SnowstormsSeries
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17 Feb 2026
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read: ch1-28 (season 1) mondstadt + liyue
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In the Wake of Fear and Regret by plume_of_death (plumeofdeath)
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
12 Feb 2026
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Illuga never learns from his mistakes.
He turns his back in fear. He runs away like a coward. And every time, whoever he leaves behind ends up dead. Which means that when Illuga evacuates Nod Krai and leaves Flins to face the Doctor without him by his side, he must have surely sentenced him to his death, just like all the others Illuga left behind before.
It is only in the wake of that realization, as he deals with his grief, that Illuga finally allows himself his feelings for the other man.
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Cyno is in a dream. He is in the dream promised by Al-Ahmar and first opened by Nabu Malikata.
But he is also Hermanubis' dream. He has a chance to keep and hold the happiness Hermanubis lost.
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- Part 11 of In The Next Samsara
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16 Feb 2026
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Life continues from one samsara to the next. A soul will reincarnate a thousand times over before it can return to Irimsul’s embrace.
Even gods and sages will find successors in the next samara cycle.
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Al-Haitham - Deshret
Kaveh - Nabu Malikata
Nahida - Rukkhadevata
Layla - Bennu
Dehya - Shesepankh
Cyno - Hermanubis
Faruzan - Thoth
Nilou - Heryshaf
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Illuga has been in love with Flins since forever. Knowing that he's a fae doesn't change the fact that he wants him.
Or: five times Illuga broke a fae rule, and one time Flins did.