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that's the kind of love i've been dreaming of by velvetkiwi
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Apr 2026
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For years, Shane has carried a hollow space inside him, a quiet ache that no amount of distractions could soothe. He’s been starving for a specific kind of gravity, the kind that only Ilya provides. When the undercurrent finally pulls them under, Shane stops fighting and realizes that being held is the only thing that makes the world stop shaking.
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- Part 1 of Touch-Starved Shane
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25 Jun 2026
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“Why are you out here alone?” Ilya asks. “Who left you here?”
Hesitantly, Shane’s eyes cast up at the apartment building. Ilya follows his gaze, confused.
“I’m sorry,” Shane says softly, “I went home with someone.”
Ilya’s head snaps in his direction. “What?”
-an episode 4 au where shane goes home with the bartender instead of rose, and it goes very, very poorly-
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16 Mar 2026
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i clutched your arms (like stairway railings). by Joooceee
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Dec 2025
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He was alone because Ilya had left because Ilya always had to leave. [...] He felt horrible. Ilya had left. Maybe Shane hadn’t been good enough? No, he would’ve left anyway. He always left.
But maybe he would’ve stayed a little longer if Shane had been better? Maybe if he’d been better, used more of those tricks he’d been trying to learn, he wouldn’t have left so soon. Maybe he would’ve wanted to stay like Shane wanted him to stay. Would’ve wanted to hold him like Shane wanted to ask him to do. Maybe Shane wouldn’t be trapped in this cavernous space between worlds, feeling like he was free-falling, searching for the path out of this emptiness.
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Shane experiences sub-drop for the first time. Ilya holds him through it.
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15 Mar 2026
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It was two rings and then his thick accent and smooth voice washed over Shane like a slow molasses. “Hollander,” Rozanov sighed. “It is late. I thought you had date, no?”
“I fucked up,” Shane whispered biting back a sob.
Shane drops after he sleeps with someone that's not Ilya, so naturally he calls Ilya to take care of him.
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07 Mar 2026
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of Blushing Pilgrims by apurpleoakleaf
Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
14 May 2025
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As they lay on the bed, movie playing on the laptop in front of them, he can feel Nick's distracted gaze staring at him.
Charlie gives him a sideways glance.
"What are you thinking about?"
"How pretty you'd look sucking my dick." Nick says absently.
Charlie chokes on his sip of water. Nick sits bolt upright, somehow going both very pale and very red at the same time. Charlie waves off his boyfriend's frantic concern as he coughs and tries desperately not to burst into laughter at the expression on Nick's face.
"Well that was forward." He teases, once he's caught his breath.
Nick looks mortified, burying his face in his hands with a groan.
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18 May 2025
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05 Dec 2024
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don't need nothing more (uni boys) by bishyreadytocry
Fandom Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
19 Jun 2026
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Snippets of Nick and Charlie's lives at university and how they manage the distance
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Complete and utter nonsense, plotless, boys in love bullying each other...
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13 Nov 2024
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10 Apr 2020
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In which Dean is looking to get laid at an Alpha Phi Alpha party, and sets his sights on Castiel, who's just trying to make sure that nothing bad happens on his watch.
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25 Mar 2020
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“Hey, Cas, you wanna be my pen pal?”
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Dean is twelve years old when he asks Castiel to be his pen pal, not knowing that it will change his life completely._
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23 Mar 2020
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Castiel has rules. Only one client at a time, meet them in a public place first to get the look of them, always trust his instincts and always use a condom. Dean Winchester has him breaking those rules from the first time they meet.
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- Part 3 of Prostitute and client verse
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23 Mar 2020
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Dean Smith’s a hard-working omega who’s got it all. A nice apartment, a good job with an upcoming promotion, friends and family who care about him. Hell, he’s even got some alpha buddies to help him out during the worst of his heats. The only thing he doesn’t have is a steady relationship, but Dean’s more of a married to his work kind of guy. Which is what he keeps telling himself over and over once the new guy, Castiel, starts flirting with him.
Oh, and did I mention Dean’s an omega who can’t smell? That tends to complicate the whole “relationship” thing when everyone’s sniffing around for their true mate.
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22 Mar 2020
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Dean Winchester's life as an English professor is fairly uncomplicated. His nights are spent watching reruns of Doctor Sexy and having the occasional one night stand--two things that nobody can make him feel badly about, not even Sam. When a certain blue-eyed author in an ill-fitting trench coat is assigned to work with his class, Dean suddenly finds himself accidentally dating a stripper, becoming attached to a guinea pig, discovering that Sam is a fangirl, drunk texting his crush in the middle of the night and maybe, just maybe learning that the messy things in life are worth fighting for.
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21 Mar 2020
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Castiel is flummoxed. This is a social situation he is not equipped to handle. What is the protocol when the stranger sitting next to you on a bus, whom you incidentally find very attractive, falls asleep with his head on your shoulder?
2/14/16: Now with lovely art by the talented purgatoryjar!
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18 Mar 2020
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When Castiel receives a text from a stranger, he finds himself engaging in conversations daily. He's drawn to the outgoing college student and longs to interact with the other man as often as he can. Slowly, he finds himself falling in love with the other and can't imagine ever meeting a more beautiful person.
The only problem?
He's never actually met this other man.
*A/N: Time Stamps continually added at the end.
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14 Mar 2020
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Castiel is a successful defense attorney beginning to doubt the integrity of the work he does. After winning a date with a firefighter named Dean at a charity auction, Cas decides that he needs to make a change in his life. He just has one more case to take care of, but his involvement has devastating consequences.
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11 Mar 2020
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"Would you uh, would you want to come home with me?" Cas' eyebrows shoot into his hairline before Dean can finish, and he hurries to continue, "we could pick up dinner, maybe pie and ice cream? Eggnog? Watch cheesy Christmas movies? I don't mean- just to hang out, I mean. So you're not alone?"
"Why?" Cas gapes.
"I just- if you don't want to spend the night alone, I mean. You don't have to - obviously - I just thought maybe it might be nicer than a lonely art studio." He doesn't know why this is suddenly so important to him, or why he's suddenly so anxious to know Cas' response, but Dean desperately wants him to say yes.
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09 Mar 2020
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Cas is the owner of a failing—and falling apart—B&B.
Dean might be able to help with that. Dean’s good with his hands.- Language:
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09 Mar 2020
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“Hey, Cas,” prompted Dean from the other end of the couch.
“Hmm?”
“You horny?”
“W-what?”
“Y’heard me.”
“Dean,” said Cas flatly, “I’m a twenty year old gay man. I’m always horny.”
He’d been trying to make a joke, but Dean didn’t laugh. Instead, he lifted one leg and pushed on Cas’s thigh with his socked foot.
“I’m horny,” he said with a conspiratorial smirk.
“So?” chuckled Cas. “Join the club.”
“Well, let’s do somethin’ about it,” replied Dean in a matter-of-fact tone.
Cas wasn’t sure he’d heard right. He looked over at his friend and saw that the guy’s eyes were resting on him heavily. Dean’s foot shoved at him again. “C’mon, Cas,” he said shamelessly, “you like dick. I have a dick. Whaddaya say?”
“I say,” answered Cas, turning back to the television and praying for strength, “that you’re drunk.”
“M’not that drunk.”
“You’re drunk enough to hit on a dude,” chuckled Cas.
“I ain’t hittin’ on you,” corrected Dean, “I’m just sayin’ we could, ya know, help each other out. It don’t gotta be a big deal.”- Language:
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15 Feb 2020
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When it was clear he wasn’t going to answer, Cas spoke softly, “You don’t have to worry about me. I’m not going to make a big deal of this or try and stop you from being you. Nothing has to change.”
“What if I want it to be a big deal?” Dean asked insolently, horrified that his voice cracked just a bit, “I mean – fuck – Cas, you’re my soulmate! What if I want things to change?”
Cas paused for a moment, watching Dean carefully before his shoulders slumped and he shook his head sadly, “No, I don’t think you do.”
They stood awkwardly in the locker rooms before Cas finally said, “I’m going to go for my run now.”
Dean watched him walk away, his heart stuttering at the sight of his soulmate leaving him and yelled out, “I’m going to prove you wrong, Cas! You’ll see!”
When Dean discovers that the nerdy Castiel has the same soulmark as he does, he vows to do whatever it takes to convince Cas to be his.
After all, they were soulmates. So it was bound to be easy to get him on one date, right?Bookmarked by blb829
15 Feb 2020