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  1. Public Bookmark 12

    I Wanna Feel That It’s Wrong, I Wanna Know Peace Again by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    01 Jul 2026

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    Shane’s head is pounding.

    Not physically, no — not the type of pounding solved with Advil, but the type with thoughts pushing through his brain, with no sign of stopping. Each new thought, each repetition of the same aching need, crowds Shane’s brain with a buzzing sound. Images flash through his mind.

    A razor blade, trickling of blood, a high no fucking drug could ever compare to.

    OR:
    Shane debates whether to relapse or not

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    12 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 8

    Eel-lia to Il-ya by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    24 Feb 2026

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    "Shane Hollander, you underestimate me. So mean to me, thinking I am so dumb." Ilya's fake pouting, "I changed my mind. The world will find out, and they will say, 'Ilya Rozanov, known menace on ice, actually bullied by second-best hockey player and boyfriend!'"

    As Ilya moves to start attacking Shane's face with kisses, something starts nagging in his brain. After a moment, Ilya realises Shane has tensed up. He stops the sweet assault and stays hovering above Shane.

    It clicks. It's how Ilya pronounced his name. Il-ya Ra-ZA-naf. Not Eel-lia RO-sin-off.

    Or: Shane realises he's been pronouncing his boyfriend's name wrong the whole time

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    09 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 77

    I Will Always Turn Around for You by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    20 Jun 2026

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    “I would never. Just so you know. I would never turn around. If Hades told me I had to walk a thousand miles to save you— to have you, I would.”

    Shane grasped his hand, “Would you?”

    “Yes!”

    Shane looked down and laughed.

    “Okay.”

    “‘Okay’ what?” He retorted, still riled up.

    “Then do that.”

    OR...

    Shane and Ilya see Hadestown on Broadway, and Ilya is personally offended by Orpheus turning around; so Shane challenges him to walk all the way back to their hotel without looking behind for Shane.

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    01 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 28

    a kiss with a fist is better than none by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    26 Apr 2026

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    what would happen if shane and ilya never had any relationship other than rivals on the ice.

    or
    Shane recently came out. Ilya flirts with him on the ice.
    Shane hits him, thinking he is being homophobic.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    My walking headache by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    11 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander hated changes. Changes brought him anxiety and panic attacks. Coming out to his parents like this changed everything.

    This is a story set at the cottage after Shane and Ilya had their dinner with Shane's parents and it looks into Shane's anxiety caused by his dad walking in on them.

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    27 Jun 2026