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  1. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane makes some changes to protect his privacy. People notice.
    *5+1 of Shane establishing his boundaries. AU where Shane and Ilya were never caught at the cottage.

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    15 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 65

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    The pain has become too much for Ilya Rozanov to carry. For years, he’s lived with grief that never really healed, loneliness that followed him from Russia to Boston to Ottawa, and the constant exhaustion of pretending he’s okay when he hasn’t been in a very long time. Hockey gave him purpose. Shane Hollander gave him love. But neither could silence the ache left behind by losing his mother or the growing belief that maybe it was time to see her again.

    So one morning, after one too many days suffering in silence, Ilya decides he’s done fighting. He leaves behind a letter for Shane, swallows a bottle of pills, and waits for the pain to end. Unfortunately for him, he is loved far too deeply for the universe to let him go that easily.

    When the Hollanders find him in time, Ilya is forced into something he never planned for: surviving. And surviving means psychiatric holds, therapy sessions, difficult conversations, and learning how to let people care for him without believing he’s a burden. Most terrifying of all, it means letting Shane see every ugly, broken piece of him he tried so desperately to hide.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov attempts suicide, but the Hollanders love him too much to let him go quietly.

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    Chapters:
    2/?
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    14 Jun 2026

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    The sports world is on fire. A leaked, heavily redacted copy of the Raiders' joke "truce" letter to Montreal, paired with photos of their drunken night of bonding out at a club, has the entire public convinced that the Montreal-Boston playoff series is a multi-million-dollar fraud — and that Ilya and Shane are two of the masterminds behind it.

    Ilya doesn’t give a shit about the headlines. He doesn’t care about the media circus swarming his hotel lobby, or the strict coach-mandated lockdown confining him to his room. All he knows is Shane is across town spiraling, and he's not with him.

    Good thing Cliff Marleau is willing to do whatever it takes to help his best friend get to his man.

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    Chapters:
    5/?
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    14 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    When the long game falls apart, Shane and Ilya need a new plan.

    I recommend reading the series in order it was posted, even though the second fic is a prequel to the first one.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Shane glanced at his fox, Akane. Still between Rozanov’s legs.

    Dark eyes staring back at him. Akane didn’t have dark eyes. She had hazel eyes, brilliant, multifaceted gems that glimmered playfully in even the dimmest light.

    That was Rozanov’s daemon. Of course it was.

    Rozanov’s daemon was identical to Shane’s. The same body shape. The same small white diamond above the nose. The same deeper red blaze along the spine. But he still should’ve been able to tell it wasn’t Akane.

    Who can’t recognize their own daemon?

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    12 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 79

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    Suddenly the warm pressure against his back is gone and there’s the shock of a cold nose, making his posture straighten, but it’s only a moment before it’s replaced with the rasp of a warm tongue.

    “Darya,” Ilya says again, still warning but slightly breathless. Shane can’t speak, his mouth fallen open and eyes shut, as Daryeva licks up the length of his spine in long, sure strokes. It takes him a moment to realize the soft, breathy moans are coming from him.

    Cracking one eye open, he looks to Nemarynn, whose gaze is already intent on him, and mutters, “I see why you like this so much.”

    Shane and Ilya have dæmons, physical manifestations of their souls that walk beside them in the form of animals. And, much like their humans, they’re very fond of each other. (Heed the tags.)

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    2/3
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    11 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 94

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    “I, uh, need to go to bed.” Hollander looked around himself, like there was something in the gym that would help him escape the situation. “I guess I’ll see you around?”

    “You’ll be seeing plenty of me,” Ilya said before Hollander all but ran out of the room, followed closely by Mokomichida, wings fluttering. The door closed behind them and Ilya leaned his head back against the wall.

    The soft pat of Sezja’s paws were followed by her sinking her head in his lap.

    “Smooth,” she offered and Ilya let out a short laugh at that.

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    Heated Rivalry but they have daemons

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    11 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 68

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Just a series about Little Luca Haas and the adventures of Ilya and Shane looking after him.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    "You take her." Shane waits for Rozanov to take Lucie, but when he doesn't do anything, Shane flicks his gaze up to see Rozanov's eyes widen. "What?"

    "You want me to feed her?"

    "Yes. You literally just held her. What's the difference?"

    "I-I don't know what to do."

    Shane passes Lucie over to him, then guides Rozanov's hand to the bottle to keep it up. "You just hold it like that."

    "Then what?"

     

    Or: Shane has a four week old he didn't know existed until two weeks ago and failed to tell Ilya. When a night that was supposed to be filled with sex and orgasms, turns out to be a night of trying to soothe a four week old baby and acting like a married couple.

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    07 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    “Why the fuck do you care what happens to Rozanov?”

    Shane doesn’t answer.

    He’s already running for the Raiders’ locker room.

    ⎯⎯⎯

    Or, Ilya has a panic attack in the Raiders' locker room after getting a phone call from his brother telling him about his father’s death.

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    Chapters:
    17/?
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    05 Jun 2026

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    The ongoing stories of the delightful himbos we call the Boston Raiders, and their attempts to make Hollanov happen.

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    05 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 72

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    “It looks like you’re having twins, actually in separate sacs.” Her tone is cool and matter-of-fact. As if she was saying the sky was blue and as if she was not delivering the news of complete and utter insanity.

    Shane’s hearing has gone muffled by the time the doctor finishes speaking and he stares straight ahead to the ceiling. Words are being exchanged but his mind is unable to catch up to decipher them. PMDS. Uterus. Pregnant. Twins.

    What the fuck.

    Something is being smoothed over his face but he feels numb. He blinks for a moment and suddenly the brightness of the room and the voices become coherent again. It is Ilya touching his face, whispering sweet affirmations in order for him to come back into himself.

    “Breathe moya lyubov. In and out. I’m here with you. Is okay.” Ilya keeps repeating these sentiments until Shane is finally present in his body enough to speak coherent sentences.

    “It looks as though you are about less than 10 weeks along. We’re going to take proper measurements and provide you with the details here. But we also understand this is unprecedented for unsuspecting parents and we want to inform you of your options.” Dr Hammock says.

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    Chapters:
    8/?
    Comments:
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    05 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    Nathan Harradine, a junior player from the WHL and a Centaurs prospect, has—somehow—made it to the Centaurs' training week after a miraculous and miserable fluke after rookie camp.

    The Centaurs know he's a bit… odd. Quiet. Nervous.

    Ilya Rozanov is suspicious and confused about what his deal is, but finds himself taking a liking to the kid, for some reason.

    But what no one knows is the burdens Nathan is carrying, nor the ghosts he's brought with him from the Moose Jaw Marauders that threaten to spill over at any time. The question is, can he keep a hold of himself, or will it all come crashing down?

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    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
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    457
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    03 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 33

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    This series is a study of Coach Wiebe and the Centaurs team, as the name suggests.
    The first fic is longer and it's about Wiebe's relationship with another player back when he was in the MHL !
    Then there will be a number of short fics in the Long Game timeline (I will be adding to those continuously)

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    03 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    "“That was rude.” His murmur was uneasy, and he shifted when the alpha rolled his intense hazel eyes.

    “I’ll ask you again, omega.” The man flicked his cigarette butt on the ground and stomped on it, glaring at him once more like someone who was used to having his questions answered immediately. “Why are you upset?”"

    Or where Shane is a player forced to retire due to injury, and Ilya is a mobster obsessed with hockey.

    They try to baby trap each other because they conclude that Shane needs to get pregnant so they'll be stuck together.

    They are slow to realize that their obsession with each other stems from being fated mates.

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    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    366
    Kudos:
    3,589
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    1,088
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    99,612

    31 May 2026

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    30 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    When Shane is injured in the game with Boston, routine medical testing reveals an unexpected surprise. He has to navigate difficult choices including telling Ilya, dealing with the league, and navigating the public.

    The story will follow Shane, Ilya and other canon characters and minor OCs through an entire journey to sorting themselves and their unexpected situation out, grappling with the world and each other for their happy ending.

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    100,326
    Chapters:
    14/25
    Comments:
    520
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    1,925
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    64,245

    29 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    Ilya Rozanov has spent ten years circling Shane Hollander. Ten years of hotel rooms and secret phone calls. Ten years of pretending he doesn't feel it, doesn't need it, doesn't wake up reaching for someone who's already gone. Ten years convincing himself he's not good enough. That he's not worth it.

    Then a plane needs to make an emergency landing near Montreal, and Yuna Hollander is on it.

    So when Shane calls him from a bathroom floor, unable to breathe, Ilya stops pretending.

    After five hundred miles of frozen highway, three and a half hours of driving like a man possessed, a hospital waiting room full of people who have every reason to hate him, and a boy who looks at him like he's something worth keeping, Ilya may have learned a thing or two about what it means to be loved—and to let himself love freely.

    Language:
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    Words:
    102,598
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    919
    Kudos:
    10,847
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    3,930
    Hits:
    195,449

    29 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 64

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    29 May 2026

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