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Jackie likes to remind her that she's not gay. Always right before they do something that Shauna considers to be kinda gay.
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What if these two hook up when they drink and then don't talk about it after?
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- Part 1 of behind closed doors lay open arms
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15 May 2026
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Natalie isn’t great with relationships, lovers, and all that kind of shit.
So why the fuck does she have two girlfriends?
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LottieNatLee and some sweet morning sex
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01 May 2026
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“Come on.” Josie collects all of the dark strands in her hands and parts her hair to the side, exposing her bare neck. Hope’s eyes drift down noticeably, catching on Josie’s throat and locking there. “It’s okay. Let me take care of you.”
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23 Apr 2026
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“Oh, fine.” Natalie replied. “A little warm for fur, isn’t it?”
“It’s faux. Don’t get any ideas about red paint.”
“Hm. Okay.” Natalie nodded, then sucked in a breath. “So, you’re a lesbian, though?”
Lottie straightened and shut the fridge door, then turned back to Natalie. She had a bottle of water in her hand. “Don’t be reductive, Nat, I could be bisexual.”
“…are you bisexual?”
Lottie looked at her like she was stupid. “No, I’m a lesbian.”
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Or,A year after moving in with Lottie, Natalie makes a discovery about her roommate that sets off a chain reaction of catastrophic proportions.
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Bookmarked by heademptygaypanic
18 Mar 2026
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“Sheesh. What reason does she have to stock up this much?”
Shauna rolls her eyes. She’s used to Jackie taking the piss at Taissa for all the bickering they do together, but it’s taken directions she doesn’t like much ever since Tai presented at the start of senior year. “I literally have the same amount of sups with me. It’s Nationals regulations to have an extra full dosage on hand,” Shauna says. “Didn’t Coach have you read the folder?”
Jackie does her pout-shrug combo. “I got one but it felt kinda pointless, you know. Doubt I’ll swing any one way at this point. You beat me to that fair and square, Shipman.”or
The author joins in on the omegaverse boom.
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05 Nov 2025
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A oneshot* of Jackie, Shauna, Natalie, and Lottie all living together in college and being exactly as gay and messy as you'd expect.
Mostly Jackienat, some Lottienat and Jackieshauna, background Taivan and Shaunahat, implied Jackielottienat. Multishippers, this one is for you.
Based on a tweet & art by Dani (@ShickPicking on twt) <3
*EDIT 8/24- enough people asked so I’m gonna do a part 2 with jackielottienat, i just don’t know when yet. follow me on twt @jaxochistic for updates :)
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02 Sep 2025
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“So, that was some kiss.” Jackie says, as if that will somehow make the awkward silence less awkward.
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Nat ends the pre-National’s party walking home with Jackie. This changes everything.
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02 Aug 2025
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Jackie finally broke up with Jeff because she refused to let him ruin the rest of her senior year. Then, in a late-night moment of clarity (or maybe just impulsiveness), she decided it was time to start exploring girls. When the team found out, some of the girls took it as a challenge, determined to be Jackie’s first ever girlfriend.
A universe where everybody wants that cookie.
Comp-het Jackie, telling herself this is an experiment at best.
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25 Jul 2025
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For Jackie, Shauna had always been capable of reading her but she couldn’t decipher Shauna at all.
For Shauna, she was Jackie’s but Jackie was never hers.
And for Nat, there’s always an unsettling quality to Jackie and Shauna’s friendship that constantly frustrates her— so she brought more chaos.or;
Jackie lives.
And when Nat is not out hunting to save them from starvation in the wilderness; she finds herself babying Jackie or she has fun trying to piss Shauna off.
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05 Jul 2025
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Jackie means mating for life. Devoted, bonded, willing to die to sustain the other. Shauna, Jackie figures, means friends.
Either way, she’s Jackie’s. Jackie’s to watch, to touch, to love from afar, and to carry through life.
Until death.
Jackie would give all of herself too, eventually, if Shauna wanted it.
Would let her pick at her piece by piece until she’s consumed within her, flesh from the bone and two become one.Life’s easy for Jackie Taylor, high school’s even easier. Her only inconvenience is the small fact that she’s desperately in love with Shauna Shipman and can’t do anything about it. Nothing major.
So she yearns, close and overbearing. The only thing worse than losing Shauna would be to truly find herself. Every girl dreams about kissing her best friend, right?
That’s life.
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Bookmarked by heademptygaypanic
29 Apr 2025
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Sue Sylvester saves (most of) the Yellowjackets' lives.
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04 Apr 2025
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“Look, here’s the deal.” Nat leans forward and plants her hands on the table. “If we do this, you tell nobody, okay? Not Van, not Laura Lee, not Taissa or Lottie or Misty fucking Quigley, do you understand me?”
Shauna frowns, but says nothing.
“That means you don’t tell Jackie, either,” Nat says. “If that’s going to be a problem, then let me know and we can both start rehearsing for the spring musical now.”
Natalie Scatorccio is having a bad year. She’s not sleeping, her mom’s new boyfriend sucks, and a blown history test might bench her for the season. Luckily, Coach Martinez has an idea:
Tutoring.
From Shauna Shipman.
Fuck.
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- Part 1 of teenage wildlife
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21 Feb 2025
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alex uses claymore three. kara's world goes dark.
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13 Oct 2024
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Have you seen her?
She hasn’t, she won’t, she never, ever will. She has finally done what her mother demanded and shed those pesky extra pounds and all she had to do was cut out half of herself and give it up to Jeff Sadecki and Providence, Rhode Island. All she had to do was become her mother in all the ways she never wanted.
Jackie’s anesthetic won’t fit in a row of pill bottles, of course, but a shoe box isn’t that much bigger.
Seven months after her world falls apart, Jackie Taylor returns to Wiskayok.
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30 Aug 2024
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Alicent drinks in the sight in front of her. A woman she’s never seen before bathes in the river—a peculiar woman at that. Alicent wouldn’t have pegged her as a woman at first sight if not for the swell of her breasts peeking above the river water. The stranger has hair shorn to her shoulders, a white blonde that shines beneath the July sun. What Alicent can see of her back is lined with strong muscle, much more defined than the light muscle Alicent builds up working around town—muscle of someone who has seen more than a little town like this. The sunlight glints on a scar down her back, a jagged gash that puckers pink against fair skin. Something stirs deep within Alicent. Who is this and what is she doing in Oldtown? Someone with scars like that can only bring trouble.
The outlaw Rhaenyra Targaryen rides through Oldtown on a sunny July morning, disrupting everything the sheriff's daughter, Alicent Hightower, thought she knew.
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14 Aug 2024
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"What you are is beautiful."
It was the first time Beatrice had heard such words spoken to her.
And for so many years, she thought it would be the last.
But time was a strange thing. And as Beatrice would eventually come to learn, moved slowly when one had the potential to live until time itself crumbled.
And as she moved with time, she clung to those words. Her name was Melanie, Beatrice learned later, and she clung to her for as long as she could.
Beatrice had resigned herself to never hearing them again, not from another's lips, and certainly not in her dreams.
Vampires, Beatrice realised quickly, didn't dream.
She never could have known that one day, more than five hundred years later, she would hear those words again.
Or how those five simple words from one specific girl would change her entire world.
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09 Aug 2024
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What’s worse is the fact that Shauna was the person she called to pick her up and made it abundantly fucking clear that she was the last person on her list, like apparently even Jeff made the cut above her. She knows that, realistically there were more options, the bus system kinda sucks but it works and Jackie’s parents, as shitty as they are, know how to drive. It doesn’t hold water to rest on what-if’s, not when they don’t matter, not she is standing here, in the dying sun, waiting for a train.
(Or: five times Jackie and Shauna end up in close proximity and the one time they chose to be)
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Bookmarked by heademptygaypanic
28 Jul 2024
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Butterfly v. Yellowjacket by nowthatwecandoanythingwhatwillwedonow
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
13 Feb 2022
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Five crashes the Yellowjackets never lived through… and one they didn’t have to.
PART #1: The One Where Shauna is Jackie’s Endgame
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22 Apr 2024
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Somehow, no matter what, Dani always ends back up with Maya.
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dani and maya, through the years.Bookmarked by heademptygaypanic
31 Jan 2024
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We don’t have time anymore (to be afraid) by the_judgmentalist
Fandoms: You Can Live Forever (2022)
23 Sep 2023
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Picking up right where the film left off, Marike and Jaime try to carve a future out of uncertainty and resistance, but also love and hope.
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28 Jan 2024