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    In a universe where your soulmates first words to you are tattooed on your body, Shane Hollander winds up with a single word to work with;

    'Okay.'

    He's glad to have a soulmate, but couldn't imagine anyone navigating a worse situation than him when it comes to contending with destiny.

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    06 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 55

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    Ilya Rozanov won't pretend like he hasn't noticed Shane Hollander. He's noticed him every week since Hollander took his hand at the Junior's competition. He has seen every commercial, every poster, and every paparazzi photo. He watches Hollander's post game interviews and has dreams of licking the sweat off his body.

    ... But he does find it interesting that Hollander is the only hockey player to make Ilya feel this way--the only dream that rivals all his other distractions.

    After seven years of his hopeless—frankly, lustful—crush on Hollander, they meet for the all star game in Tampa Bay. All it takes is a handshake, two drinks, and the best game of Ilya's life for him to decide he's going to give it all up.

    He decides to move to Hollander's hometown and steal his heart.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Shane makes some changes to protect his privacy. People notice.
    *5+1 of Shane establishing his boundaries. AU where Shane and Ilya were never caught at the cottage.

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    05 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 82

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    ilya feels it when shane slams a gloved palm onto the ice to stabilize himself, echoing an earthquake through ilya’s skates and up to his sternum. his heart clenches with every heaving breath shane takes, bloodstained petals pouring past his lips. he’s hurting, and the need to hold him burns through ilya’s veins.

    ilya was supposed to protect him, but he didn’t even see the hit, only the aftermath, just marly skating slowly away with terror on his face as the ice gets painted red.

    or: it's april 2017, and cliff marleau just checked shane hollander into the boards. he doesn't break his collarbone, but he does start coughing up petals. a post-tuna melt hanahaki au.

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    05 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 20

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    The second summer feels different.

    A few weeks from now Ilya will leave Boston for Ottawa, and the life Shane has spent years wanting is beginning to take shape around him. At the cottage, surrounded by woods, lake water and long afternoons, Shane finds himself wondering why some people think him a lesser man when the man he loves never has.

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    A walk through the woods near the cottage confirms that Ilya's entire wilderness survival strategy is mostly Shane.

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    05 Jun 2026