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    A few days after seeing him out at The Infamous Club, a heartbroken Shane gets a drunk text from the last person he thought he’d hear from.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander has spent his entire life being one half of something: the Hollander twins, the Double Dutch, hockey's golden brothers. Falling in love with Ilya Rozanov is the first thing that ever feels like it's his alone—right up until he watches Ilya kiss his twin.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    In a universe where your soulmates first words to you are tattooed on your body, Shane Hollander winds up with a single word to work with;

    'Okay.'

    He's glad to have a soulmate, but couldn't imagine anyone navigating a worse situation than him when it comes to contending with destiny.

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    06 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 56

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    Ilya Rozanov won't pretend like he hasn't noticed Shane Hollander. He's noticed him every week since Hollander took his hand at the Junior's competition. He has seen every commercial, every poster, and every paparazzi photo. He watches Hollander's post game interviews and has dreams of licking the sweat off his body.

    ... But he does find it interesting that Hollander is the only hockey player to make Ilya feel this way--the only dream that rivals all his other distractions.

    After seven years of his hopeless—frankly, lustful—crush on Hollander, they meet for the all star game in Tampa Bay. All it takes is a handshake, two drinks, and the best game of Ilya's life for him to decide he's going to give it all up.

    He decides to move to Hollander's hometown and steal his heart.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Shane makes some changes to protect his privacy. People notice.
    *5+1 of Shane establishing his boundaries. AU where Shane and Ilya were never caught at the cottage.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    ilya feels it when shane slams a gloved palm onto the ice to stabilize himself, echoing an earthquake through ilya’s skates and up to his sternum. his heart clenches with every heaving breath shane takes, bloodstained petals pouring past his lips. he’s hurting, and the need to hold him burns through ilya’s veins.

    ilya was supposed to protect him, but he didn’t even see the hit, only the aftermath, just marly skating slowly away with terror on his face as the ice gets painted red.

    or: it's april 2017, and cliff marleau just checked shane hollander into the boards. he doesn't break his collarbone, but he does start coughing up petals. a post-tuna melt hanahaki au.

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    05 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 21

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    The second summer feels different.

    A few weeks from now Ilya will leave Boston for Ottawa, and the life Shane has spent years wanting is beginning to take shape around him. At the cottage, surrounded by woods, lake water and long afternoons, Shane finds himself wondering why some people think him a lesser man when the man he loves never has.

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    A walk through the woods near the cottage confirms that Ilya's entire wilderness survival strategy is mostly Shane.

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    05 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 41

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    And now, as Shane flew down the ice, carrying the puck back and forth with his stick, he found himself enjoying his own breathlessness. He felt his stomach jolt and his hands grow clammy with the excitement of the breakaway. The rink seemed to fade away as he got closer and closer to Toronto’s goalie. He did not see the crowd start to stand, sensing the impending goal. He did not see Montreal’s bench lean further over the boards, praying for the win that would clinch their spot in the cup finals and already imagining the glory of securing another title.

    He did not see Todd Masterson.

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    After Shane Hollander dies during the playoffs, Ilya Rozanov drives to Montreal looking for the pieces of him that are still left behind.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    What if Shane Hollander had an Sk8boi phase in the 2000s all before his NHL career?

    And what if an amazing social media head, well former social media head, had found certain images during this era, and decided to the "Can You Sign This For Me Please?" on Shane Hollander.

    Tldr; Shane Hollander had Sk8boi phase, and everyone has to know. TINY BIT of Social Media Fic.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Shane thought that by the time he was thirty, he’d be married and on the waitlist to adopt a baby. He spent his twenties in one serious longterm relationship after another, after all.

    Instead he is now twenty-nine, single for over a year and looking for a nice, stable boyfriend: preferably college educated and in the same place in life as he is.

    The only problem is that the bartender at the restaurant Shane takes his dates to is the hottest man Shane has ever seen in his life.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    The more desperate you are, the easier it is to slip up, and then you lose more control, and you become even more desperate. It's a vicious cycle. The issue is, Hollander seems kind. And here’s the problem with kind people: when backed into a corner, they tend to hurt themselves instead of others.

    illegal gambling / underground fight club AU

    Shane has a background in boxing and needs to make a lot of money fast and Ilya isn't a gang leader, but he sure as hell seems like one sometimes.

    (angst and smut included)

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are built to be rivals; discipline versus chaos, restraint versus impact. When Shane’s private battle with leukemia collides with Ilya’s refusal to walk away, rivalry turns into something far more dangerous: love without conditions.

    Set in the world of professional hockey, this story follows illness, marriage, career-defining choices, and the quiet work of choosing each other every day. A romance about survival, devotion, and building a future that isn’t careful, but is real.

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    03 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 32

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    “Hollander,” Ilya says, eyebrows so high up his forehead they almost disappear into his hairline, “why the fuck do you have three copies of this?”

     

    Or, Shane owns three copies of MLH17. Why? Oh, wouldn't you like to know, Russian boy.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    ESPN @ESPN
    BREAKING NEWS: The Ottawa Centaurs are officially acquiring Montreal Metro’s captain Shane Hollander in a recent trade. More details to follow.

    shane hollander’s attorney @hollzymvp
    WHAT

    silver @baepshane
    WHAT THE FUCK

    gel @agustorrie
    THAT TAROT CARD READER WAS FUCKING RIGHT

    valentine @STILLYOURBOYY
    here comes rozanov in 3… 2… 1…

    Ilya Rozanov ✔️ @rozanovofficial
    Happy pride month to me 🏳️‍🌈

    Ottawa Centaurs ✔️ @ottawacentaurs
    It’s official, folks! We are excited to announce that we have acquired Shane Hollander as our new star centre! Let’s give him a very warm welcome 🏒♥️

    valentine @STILLYOURBOYY
    there he is

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    03 Jun 2026

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    "Hi, solnyshko.”
    The Russian pet name set a firework off inside Shane's mind as he heard it cooed from behind him. The intonation was just as he remembered, but the voice was much deeper.

    He turned and felt himself short circuit. It took every ounce of willpower to not let his jaw drop cartoonishly to the floor. Shane would recognize his individual features anywhere, even after 5 years. But it was as if someone had snapped their fingers and the smug, silly Russian boy who had been attached to Shane's hip for 3 summers was transformed into some sort of fucking Adonis right before his eyes.

    “Ilya-” was all Shane managed before strong arms were wrapped around his waist and lifting him off the ground in a greeting all too familiar from years ago.

     

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    When Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov spent their summers as teens in an elite hockey camp, they quickly became inseparable friends. But they lose touch when Shane moves on as a prospect for the NHL and Ilya for the KHL.

    Years later, Montreal makes a bold move to take the hottest player in the KHL. After hearing of the Russian's reputation, the Montreal Captain is tasked with keeping his old best friend and new teammate out of trouble.

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    03 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 65

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    After his husband takes his teasing too far Shane decides to get payback by admitting to Scott exactly why Ilya chirps him so much.

    or: The Game Changers coaches discuss their NHL crushes and Ilya gets jealous.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Alternate Title: Shane Hollander: Stanley Cup Winner, Accidental Dog Sitter

    Shane: Is this Ilya Rozanov?
    Unknown number: no
    Shane: Oh, but the dog collar had this number.
    Unknown Number: What? What dog collar? What are you talking about?
    Shane: I'm Shane Hollander.
    Shane: I have your dog.
    Unknown Number: Is this ransom threat?
    Unknown Number: Did you kidnap my dog?

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    01 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 50

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    “You sweet, oblivious man. Do you not realise that Ilya Rozanov was trying to ask you on a date?” Rose says incredulously.

    “That’s ridiculous!” Shane laughs in disbelief. “I can’t believe you are arguing with me over the phrasing of a dinner invite. That’s…barely a technicality.”

    “We’re lawyers, Shane! Everything is a fucking technicality!”

    Shane Hollander is a jaded divorce attorney who does not do relationships. Then his newest client, hockey superstar Ilya Rozanov, walks into his office.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    When one of Shane's coworkers begs him to swap shifts and work the medical tent at the Renaissance Fair, Shane thinks he's in for a quiet weekend of people-watching and babysitting drunks with his best friend. But when a wardrobe malfunction leads to bodily injury, Shane's weekend gets a bit more complicated.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is sick of his job in Boston. Enter, his best friends new flower shop, a new frontier, with a too-gorgeous, too-sweet tattoo artist across the street.

    The problem? He has a girlfriend.

    (or so Ilya thinks).

    or: tattoo artist/florist au.

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    01 Jun 2026

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