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Dazai stands in front of Fukuzawa’s office, and stares at the door, and he cannot bring himself to knock.
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Dazai realizes he wants to get better.
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Akutagawa has always understood his worth in simple terms: as long as he is useful, he is allowed to remain.
Everything else is irrelevant.
Atsushi, unfortunately, does not seem to agree.
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It’s a late summer day. The sun beats down, heavy, unrelenting. Sapping away at what little energy Dazai has left.
He drags his feet all the way. With each step, he thinks, this isn’t it. You can still turn back. But another part of himself knows that though he hasn’t yet followed through, he will. He’s already set his mind on his death; thinking anything else would only be a delusion.
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Dazai visits Oda's grave, and then his day gets worse.
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It all comes to head, once again, on an unassuming Saturday morning.
It’s always on an unassuming morning. Because it always is. And today is no different: it is Saturday, and it is 10am, and the sun is shining through the blinds, and Dazai sits up and decides he wants to die.
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Dazai on suicide, once again.
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Xiao will always remember the day another archon saved him. It was burned into his memory against his will, always hovering in the back of his thoughts. And though he knew this wasn’t true, he felt as though it was almost a betrayal to his lord.
He’d let another save him, and he prays that the debt that had put him in would not interfere with his contract with Morax. And his only way to ensure that never happens?
Avoid Barbatos at all costs.
(This does not work out).
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good times, for a change by sunsailrr
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
02 Jun 2026
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He sighs into his homework. He’s been staring at this math problem for ages, and it’s already incredibly late. It’s probably time to call it a day. He’ll go get a glass of water and then go the hell to sleep. Or, well, try to, at least. Mind made up, he begins his trip down the stairs.
Todoroki is already in the kitchen when Hitoshi walks in.
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The beginnings of a friendship, spurred on by microwaved water. Additionally: Hitoshi's sure being friends with Midoriya is turning him into a meddler.
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- Part 5 of mostly unrelated tdrk fics
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08 Jun 2026
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like you're hanging by a thread, but you gotta survive by strawberry_skies_xx
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
29 Jul 2023
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Light shines from beyond the doorway, searing itself into Dazai’s retinas as if he’s staring directly into the sun. Then again, he’s seeing everything in doubles by now, so it isn’t too far off at this point.
The doorway. Outside.
He’s out. Mersault. He’s out.
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or, self-indulgence for the Mersault escape
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13 Mar 2026
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Dazai thought about wings the way he thought about stairs. Just a way to go somewhere else. Birds had two, and that seemed important, like having two hands. He tried to imagine them on his own back—soft, grey, folded tight so nobody could see—and the picture felt almost right for one second.
But then he pictured one wing missing. Or bleeding. Or torn. Gone, like it had been taken away from him when he wasn’t looking.
Two was for flying. One was for falling. Dazai didn’t know why he felt like a one-wing thing, but he did. He looked at the roof edge and thought, very quietly, Maybe I’m supposed to fall. Maybe falling will fix it.
or: Dazai has been reaching for the exit since he was five. Ten attempts, years apart—a life lived with one wing in the grave—stitched together by the same quiet grief.
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- Part 7 of the dove is on morphine
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He scrubbed Dazai’s hair between his fingers until it squeaked before ripping a dish towel down from the hook beside the faucet and ruffling it through his hair. Dazai was still singing to himself and when a half-smile stole across his face Chuuya suddenly couldn’t help himself and he leaned down to kiss him full on the mouth.
Dazai’s lips were warm and wet under his, and Chuuya felt strength sing in his core as he cupped the sides of Dazai’s jaw to seal the moment in place. He lost himself in the sensation, in the push-pull between them made physical and real. He swallowed the sounds that crept up Dazai’s throat and wanted more.
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- Part 3 of A mouth to empty into
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Heat Signatures in a Safe Room /A Map of Where to Put Your Hands by anatomyofacynic
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
15 Feb 2026
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They had rules. Not spoken ones—spoken rules were too easy to weaponize. Their rules lived in habits.
One of those habits was: Chuuya didn’t assume. Not about touch. Not about sex. Not about affection.
Dazai was… complicated. He wasn’t someone who wanted in a simple way. Want, for him, was a thing that came with hooks and history and a thousand reasons to flinch. Sometimes he did want. Sometimes he wanted with an intensity that made Chuuya’s hands shake, because it wasn’t casual. It wasn’t a distraction. It was Dazai letting him in.
And sometimes Dazai didn’t want anything at all, and the difference was subtle—so subtle that in the beginning Chuuya had missed it and hated himself for it afterward.
or: Chuuya learns Dazai in the ways that matter—when to pull, when to hold, when to let him drift—and Dazai, in return, keeps choosing him. Some nights it’s heat, some nights it’s just staying. Either way, it’s still them.
“No Romo” Fest 2026 - Aroce/Aroallo, Partnering
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- Part 8 of a cavity called February
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