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    “Jack,” he’s gray now. He wasn’t gray when they met but now his auburn brown hair has faded to almost entirely silver. She imagines it would suit him if there wasn’t so much blood in it. “to what do I owe the displeasure?”

    Maybe it’s a mean thing to say when he’s actively being loaded out of an ambulance, but Samira really cannot bring herself to care. He’s upright and breathing, so in the grand scheme of things, the situation can’t be that bad. And you’re allowed to be rude to your ex-husband—it’s one of the big perks of getting divorced before you graduate med school. It’s the participation prize of a failed marriage.

    “Hey there, gorgeous.”
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    Samira's ex rolls into PTMC and brings a lot of baggage with him.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    When he boards the elevator he’s upset. By the time he leaves the elevator he’s angry, each reverberation of his feet hitting asphalt felt in the remaining bones and surgical grade titanium in his right leg, all the way up to his hip. It takes him less than sixty seconds to walk from the parking deck to the ambulance bay. Ten feet from the entrance, he sees Robby walk through the first set of doors, past Ahmad, and then through the second set of doors. His pulse roars in his ears, his heart pounding in his chest. For the first time in years, Jack Abbot feels something approximating rage, an emotion he has long assumed to be medicated out of him.

    His hands furl into fists.

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    Robby commits the critical error of making Samira cry. Jack reacts.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Princess walks in on Abbot and Mohan.

    [A gift for the Night Shift fans, since I plan on ruining their whole fucking year.]

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    14 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 56

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    “You’re fuckin’ thirty, you have just turned thirty, twelve hours ago,” he says incredulously. “You’ve still got your whole life ahead of you.”

    “But I haven’t done anything!” she exclaims dramatically, gesturing with her glass hard enough that water splashes onto the table.

    “You’re months away from finishing your residency,” Jack points out dryly as he reaches over to rescue the glass from her hand entirely. “And you had a paper published in The Lancet. I’d say those count as pretty significant achievements.”

    Samira rolls her eyes at him again, like he’s deliberately missing the point.

    “But I haven’t done anything else!”

    Or—Samira kicks off her thirtieth birthday party with an existential crisis.

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    11 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 17

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    Colonel John "Hannibal" Smith leads a special forces unit in the midst of the Vietnam War, a unit made up of half-bloods and a mortal who can see through the Mist.

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    09 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 25

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    She pulls gently until his bound hands are raised above him.

    He knows this position. He learned it years ago in another church in another life but he remembers: knees on the wood, hands together, head bowed. Mouth open to receive. The memory is muscle-deep; the only thing that has changed is what he kneels for.

    Pope shows Samira how he feels through prayer.

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    08 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 24

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    Life on the run is taking its toll on Face

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    04 Jun 2026

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    "It's a scratch, Hannibal, a graze at most." Face said, trying again to push away the hands practically pawing at his torn trouser leg. "Really, it's fine, there's no need to-"
    "A graze don't make you whiter than the wall you're leanin' on." BA cut in before the Colonel could, his face angry but his tone mellowing towards concern. "A graze don't paint the back of this truck red!"
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    Face is trying to underplay an injury, but BA and Hannibal are having none of it.

    ABSOLUTELY 0% SPOILERS FOR ANYTHING

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    04 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 32

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    > *Patient*: Andrew “Pope” Cody | 41 y/o white male
    > *Diagnosis*: Unable to justify feeling pleasure unless he’s giving it. Does not feel he ‘deserves’ to receive pleasure
    > *Symptoms*: Difficulty articulating wants and desires. Difficulty experiencing ‘selfish’ desire without guilt. Difficulty accepting ‘selfless’ pleasure
    > *Treating Physician*: Dr. Samira Mohan
    > *Treatment plan*: Exposure Therapy

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    03 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 10

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    Samira gets her first paycheck as an attending and participates in the time honored tradition that I just made up on the spot.

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    What if these two experienced something good literally ever:)

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    03 Jun 2026

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    A loud buzzing sounds between her ears. It drowns out the ED, the commentary of the other nurses as Ahmad hits play on a video cued up from a local news’ YouTube channel that reads HOSTAGE SITUATION AT PITTSBURGH BANK in the lower chyron.

    The video shows a shaky camera zoomed way far in as, yeah, that’s definitely Jack, walking toward the front doors of a Philly First National branch with his hands held up in surrender.

    Or—

    Jack’s TEMS shift goes awry, and all Samira can do is wait.

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    31 May 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 2

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    “So what do we do?”

    “I have a plan but it won’t be pleasant.” He grumbled.

    They felt a jolt, they’d hit bottom. The van leveled out just a bit, bumper sinking into the muck.

    Amy held back a whimper. “This is already pretty unpleasant Colonel.”

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    29 May 2026

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    “What the hell are you doing here?” Abbot asked. He nodded for her to continue walking

    “A physician walking into a hospital just before shift change,” She watched as a grin spread across his face. “It’s a riddle no one has been able to crack.”

    “You’re finally working nights?”

    “I switched with Ellis,” She said. “So, you’re stuck with me for the next three days.” Her steps faltered. “Finally?”

    “Are you serious? I’ve been trying to poach you from day shift since PittFest.”

    “Really?”

    “Really.” His response was almost instant. “You were incredible. The IO borehole, the pigtail catheter; I’m going to be talking about that for the rest of my life. Of course I want you for night shift.”

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    The year it takes Samira and Jack to find one another.

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    19 May 2026

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    Samira was, in practice, the ED’s attack dog, and the attack dog of all the ED’s many and varied denizens. She was very good at her job, maybe because she looked so sweet and had such a reputation as a bleeding heart that no one expected her to be so fucking mean when the occasion called for it.

    She was also, in practice, right now, like, while they all watched in frozen horror for the first twenty seconds of it happening, enduring a rare statistically significant loss - patient vs physician. She was, in this moment, leaning against the hub and bleeding through the gauze Dana and Robby were pressing against three different penetrating stab wounds on her anterior abdomen while Robby bellowed for a gurney and Dana hollered for security.

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    15 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 32

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    31 days of WHUMP! The poor Winchester boys are in for it! A mix of seasons, episode tags, pre-series prompts. A mix of Sam and Dean whump. Some humor, some angst, some pain to be had by all! Happy Whumptober 2020!

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    14 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 25

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    When he looked back at Samira, the warmth was gone. She had one eyebrow raised, arms crossed over her chest, and an expression of absolute disappointment.

    "That truck is yours?" she asked, pointing to the vehicle parked right in the blue stall.

    "Yes, it's mine, I—" Jack started to say, but Samira didn't let him finish.

    "What a shame, Jack," she said, her voice now cold and sharp. "I was actually thinking about giving you my number. You're handsome, you seem kind, but I can't stand idiots who park in disabled spots just because they’re in a hurry or too lazy to walk ten more yards. It’s a total lack of respect for those who actually need them."

    Jack opened his mouth to explain that he was one of those people, but Samira's indignation was a force of nature. Without letting him get a word out, she climbed into her car and slammed the door shut.

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    12 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 34

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    Samira gets stuck on night shift with Abbott, Shen, and Ellis.

    Unfortunately for Abbott, Shen and Ellis decide this is the perfect opportunity to see if they can make the world’s most emotionally constipated doctor finally lose his cool.

    Samira is very willing to help.

    Absolute chaos is the result.

    Happy reading.

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    07 May 2026

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    Samira Mohan was very good at compartmentalizing. She was also very good at not being chosen. Always second place, always close, but not quite. Salutatorian in high school, second chair in violin, below Langdon to Robby, and always an afterthought to her mother after her fathers death. Not being chosen by Abbot was just another thing to add to the list.

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    07 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 11

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    When a mission takes a bad turn, Face is forced to tell Hannibal about an injury he suffered during the battle with Kyle's men. With lives hanging in the balance, Hannibal makes a decision that may drive a wedge in his friendship with Face.

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    07 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 42

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    Patient satisfaction is dropping. Complaints are piling up. Staff morale is low.
    So Robby brings back the one person who never settles for “good enough”:

    Dr. Samira Mohan — now an attending.
    Her return isn’t a welcome one. It’s damage control.

    Robby knew what he was doing.
    What he didn’t expect was everything that came with it.
    Because Samira doesn’t just fix systems — she unsettles people. Old dynamics creep back in, and suddenly everything feels personal. There’s friction, familiarity, and trust tangled up with tension.

    The line between professional and personal? It’s gone.

    Updating a few times a week.

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    02 May 2026

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