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“There’s only three reasons for an alpha your age to not get their rut:” Chris stated, sounding so much like Buck, Eddie’s heart hurt nicely, “you are coming down with something, which… no. You don’t have any symptoms of anything,” he said, Eddie nodded. “You are stressed and it will come later… maaay-be.”
“Yeah…”
“... Or your mate is pregnant and you don’t need your rut anymore”.
That.
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or, Buck and Eddie have been doing everything backwards in their relationship, the Díaz boys are moving in with Buck, Eddie has a theory, Buck's nesting shenanigans are going out of control and Chris may or may not be presenting soon.
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23 May 2026
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They've been at college for an entire semester, and Shauna is really fucking sick of the Jackie-Jeff rollercoaster. So, when Jeff dumps Jackie right before winter break, Shauna decides she's willing to do pretty much anything to keep them broken up. Jackie just wants to feel wanted, so what harm can a few messages from a new account really do?
Meanwhile, Jackie is trying to figure out how to keep her biggest secret under wraps, now that Jeff has royally fucked her over and totally blown her cover. She'd just wanted one year out of the house, before having to worry about what not having a boyfriend meant for her.
rotating-pov, no crash au, shifted ten years (they graduate high school in 2006, rather than 1996)
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22 May 2026
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Jackie likes to remind her that she's not gay. Always right before they do something that Shauna considers to be kinda gay.
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What if these two hook up when they drink and then don't talk about it after?
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- Part 1 of behind closed doors lay open arms
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25 Mar 2026
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If anybody asked him for an explanation, Buck had none.
He looked inside the gift box, making sure the mistletoe was safe and looking good, then closed it before leaving the box on the passenger seat, closing the door behind him.
Buck reminded himself to text Maddie only after leaving the city or else, his sister may talk some sense into him and he was tired of it. He was tired of being a functional adult that doesn’t do unpredictable and risky things anymore—he needed some of that edge Buck 1.0 used to have, for a good cause this time.
Last night, around eleven, Eddie had joked about mistletoe during the almost-daily facecall as Christopher had told him the plant had been prohibited at school for the holidays. It would all been laughs and giggles if it wasn’t for the fact that—
Eddie has never kissed anyone under the mistletoe.
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Or, Buck goes on a improvised road trip to kiss Eddie under the mistletoe because he's very normal about his best friend coming out as gay and being interested in kissing men that aren't him.
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26 Dec 2025
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Jackie snatches up the magazine and stares at it with bulging eyes. Nope, she thinks. This doesn’t mean anything. It’s only a date. Months and numbers stop mattering when you’re surrounded by indeterminate miles of pure, utter nothingness, so this month and number don’t matter to her one bit. Not anymore. She’s expired. She’s gone.
(Or: Jackie relives the day of the crash again. Then again. And again. She's going to fix this. She just has to be convinced that it's worth fixing first.)
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Bookmarked by millslawrence
07 Dec 2025