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This is heaven and I'd die for it by Deerlie_03
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Mar 2026
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For one, singular, blissful moment, nothing is wrong when Ilya wakes up.
And then the bubble pops.
With something less like a pinprick and more like a gunshot.
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After Ilya is outed he has to deal with being the only openly queer player in the league, being Russian, and being in love with Hollander even after he ran away all at once. It sucks. He does it anyway.
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- Part 1 of The body aches when you tell it to quit
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- English
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- 28,998
- Chapters:
- 5/5
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- 11
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- 837
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Bookmarked by This Girl Is (non_sequential)
01 Jun 2026
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Call and Response by Vee (Vera_DragonMuse)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jun 2026
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They talk now, about everything and nothing at all.
Bookmarked by This Girl Is (non_sequential)
01 Jun 2026
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In late 2014, celebrity photos start dropping. Ilya deletes his texts, his photos, a video he should never have taken. It isn't soon enough.
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- English
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- 66,960
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- 8/8
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- 1
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- 1,793
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Bookmarked by This Girl Is (non_sequential)
30 May 2026
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I Laugh Like Me Again by theki11erandthefina1gir1
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 May 2026
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It's Shane Hollander's first season in Ottawa, and the whole Centaurs roster is playing better than they ever have. So why won't the press focus on that? Why do he and Ilya keep having to answer questions about their marriage, and not get to talk about the incredible start to the season that their team is having? Maybe if they do one podcast, with hosts who are normal people, they can just tell their whole story and focus on bringing the Stanley Cup to Ottawa.
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or, Shane and Ilya do a sports podcast run by lesbians for members of the LGBTQ+ community, and the internet reacts.
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- Part 1 of Sweet Music Playing in the Dark
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- English
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- 21,920
- Chapters:
- 2/2
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- 249
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Bookmarked by This Girl Is (non_sequential)
29 May 2026
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Cliff's Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Week (Is Probably Going Better Than Ilya's) by petroltogo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Apr 2026
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It figures that even half-way across the world Ilya's dick manages to ruin Cliff's day. The real surprise is that it isn't the only dick involved in this mess.
Featuring an ill-timed outing, a supportive but clueless team trying its best, panicking over Russia's LGBTQ laws, too many group chats, an unhinged 3am brainstorming session on how to get your captain a new citizenship (asking for a friend) and Roz' inability to answer his fucking phone.
Or: Ilya disappears in Sochi. Half-way across the world his team does its best to help. Their best is more than anyone could have foreseen.
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- Part 1 of maximal confusion, some believability
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- English
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- 30,693
- Chapters:
- 4/4
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- 10
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- 1,001
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Bookmarked by This Girl Is (non_sequential)
27 May 2026
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Adam looked down at the intake form. Ronan Lynch. He was 6’3. He was Adam’s age. He had a concussion, maybe, and a scalp hematoma, definitely. Adam looked up from the intake form. Ronan was wearing black sweatpants and a black hoodie. His knuckles were taped, and his face was mottled with bruises. Adam knew what a face looked like when it had been punched; it was a lot to take in.
“Okay then, Ronan,” Adam said. “Let’s see that hematoma.”or: ronan is an MMA fighter who can’t seem to lose. adam is an ER doctor who can’t seem to stop catching ronan’s cases.
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- Part 1 of talk about a bruise
Bookmarked by This Girl Is (non_sequential)
19 May 2026
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it won't be long 'til the hand we're dealt is winning by andrealyn
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
14 Nov 2023
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It's not your typical detective agency -- Blue can bring back the dead with a touch, Adam's a psychic, Noah's a ghost, and their headquarters rests above a cat café. When they're hired to investigate the death of Richard Gansey the III, Blue has to come face to face with the boy she loved, the prophecy that her kiss is destined to kill him, the puzzle of his murder, and his obnoxious best friend.
She and Adam have faced worse before -- or, at least, that's the lie she tells herself.
Bookmarked by This Girl Is (non_sequential)
29 Apr 2026
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Give You Up by Eigengrau (aussiebee)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Mar 2026
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Shane watches Ilya shove a hand through his hair, waits for him to meet his eyes. “You pretend to want things, pretend I can have things that we both know you won’t let me have,” he says, his newfound self-esteem carrying him past the point of no return. He wishes he’d never discovered it, because it’s making Ilya’s face do something awful.
“Oh, you mean I hurt your feelings?”
Close enough, Shane supposes, his chest aching again. He goes to lift his hand again, sees Ilya zero in on the movement, doesn’t. “I guess so.”
Ilya scoffs, mean and sharp. “So sorry, Hollander, I didn’t mean to make you get so emotional about a casual fuck.”
Asshole. So many times he has lobbed the word at Ilya in exasperation, reluctant affection and disbelief, but now he thinks it with vitriolic anger. “I think you should go.”Shane finally decides that Ilya's ability to weaponise sex isn't enough for him anymore. Ilya doesn't take it well, but Shane holds firm. Then they start to text about it. Sort of.
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- English
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- 23,650
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- 4/4
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Bookmarked by This Girl Is (non_sequential)
28 Apr 2026
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Give You Up
Eigengrau (aussiebee)
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Ilya scoffs, mean and sharp. “So sorry, Hollander, I didn’t mean to make you get so emotional about a casual fuck.”
Asshole. So many times he has lobbed the word at Ilya in exasperation, reluctant affection and disbelief, but now he thinks it with vitriolic anger. “I think you should go.”Shane finally decides that Ilya's ability to weaponise sex isn't enough for him anymore. Ilya doesn't take it well, but Shane holds firm. Then they start to text about it. Sort of.
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Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.
No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.
When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?
“I thought we could go through the schedules and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”
“A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.
“It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.
“And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”
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Bookmarked by This Girl Is (non_sequential)
12 Apr 2026
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A Well-Organized Life
409_conflict
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Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.
When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?
“I thought we could go through the fixtures and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”
“A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.
“It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.
“And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”
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Four games in a regular season plus maybe All Star games and maybe the MLH awards means -
When you get right down to it -
What with living in different countries and having packed schedules and public lives -
Six years of hooking up really means that Ilya has met up to have sex with Shane Hollander sixteen times.
Total.Ilya and Shane, sixteen encounters, 2010-2016.
Bookmarked by This Girl Is (non_sequential)
08 Apr 2026
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Anyway, Don't Be A Stranger by Pickle_Chips
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jan 2026
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Svetlana sat there, gorgeous as always, curls catching the light, wearing his new Ottawa jersey.
At least this time, Ilya thought gravely, she wore pants.
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Svetlana meets Shane Hollander. Ilya thinks all in all, it could have gone worse.
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Bookmarked by This Girl Is (non_sequential)
08 Apr 2026
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take it slow (take it easy on me) by leiascully
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Apr 2026
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A quiet day at the cottage.
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- Part 29 of Hockey Time!
Bookmarked by This Girl Is (non_sequential)
04 Apr 2026
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he turns off the big light by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
31 Mar 2026
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Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.
Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?
Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.
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- English
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- 1/1
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- 1,180
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Bookmarked by This Girl Is (non_sequential)
03 Apr 2026
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Influential by 409_conflict
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 May 2026
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‼️ Chapter 2 added 2026-05-20 ‼️
The problem is, no one knows how to market Ilya Rozanov's (in his own words) sexy Euro masculinity to an audience of white straight men.
He needs the best. And if it happens to be his secret lover’s mother who despises his very existence, so be it.
+16319607169
See? That is what I need. Do not care that you are not professional. You are best
This is Ilya RozanovYuna
This is a fucking joke, right?
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- Part 1 of Influence
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 13,908
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- 2/2
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- 22
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- 2,564
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Bookmarked by This Girl Is (non_sequential)
02 Apr 2026
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Influential
409_conflict
Summary:
The problem is, no one knows how to market Ilya Rozanov's (in his own words) sexy Euro masculinity to an audience of white straight men.He needs the best. And if it happens to be his secret lover’s mother who despises his very existence, so be it.
+16319607169
See? That is what I need. Do not care that you are not professional. You are best
This is Ilya RozanovYuna
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Hockey Things You Might Want To Know If You're Writing Heated Rivalry Fic and You Don't Already Know Hockey by circ_bamboo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Men's Hockey RPF, Original Work
11 Jan 2026
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This is not fic! This is meta about the basics of hockey that might be useful if you're coming from absolute zero but you like some gay hockey boys.
(Originally I posted it on tumblr but I was asked to cross-post to AO3 for accessibility.)
Bookmarked by This Girl Is (non_sequential)
30 Mar 2026
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“I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”
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or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.
Ilya has open hands.
- Language:
- English
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- 37,065
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- 1/1
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- 1,378
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- 29,361
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- 9,850
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- 412,617
Bookmarked by This Girl Is (non_sequential)
17 Mar 2026
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By the time Shane realizes he's run off in Rozanov's clothes, it's way too late to do anything about it.
Bookmarked by This Girl Is (non_sequential)
16 Mar 2026
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all's well that ends well (to end up with you) by heydoeydoey
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
03 Feb 2026
- Words:
- 19,239
- Works:
- 5
- Bookmarks:
- 335
Bookmarked by This Girl Is (non_sequential)
12 Mar 2026
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haecceity by sonofadream
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater, Dreamer Trilogy - Maggie Stiefvater
11 Mar 2026
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I miss you: meaning, I am severed from your body—I miss where we meet, your skin on mine, your laughter in my ears—and I am severed from myself. I miss the you in me; the dents you leave inside me, the person you allow me to be. Meaning: I can’t remember who I am when you're gone.
Longing made a dog out of Ronan.
In California, Ronan dreams of Adam.
Bookmarked by This Girl Is (non_sequential)
11 Mar 2026
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you were coming across as clever by freakymagoo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jan 2026
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another city, another hotel, another night with Ilya Rozanov that won't be enough.
Shane is tired of counting down days to stolen moments.
or: Shane Hollander finally smokes a cigarette
Bookmarked by This Girl Is (non_sequential)
11 Mar 2026