20 Bookmarks by pantocrator
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It would kill Bartosz to know that Hanno was disobeying him so flagrantly. And it would kill Hanno not to toe that line a little further, to step just beyond the boundary of the road he had been told he should not walk and to stumble, eager and almost dizzy with anticipation, along the path that he suspected Noah had come to guide him down.
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18 May 2026
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Nadia is Barry's old friend and green card wife.The pair met when he first started dealing between his buddies in the barracks and Nadia was keen to get out of sex work. They agreed to help each other out. Across years and states and ups and downs, their relationship ebbs and flows, drawing dangerously close to the line of becoming real. set alongside seasons 1 - 4
'I am no bird; and no net ensnares me; I am a free human being with an independent will, which I now exert to leave you.'
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06 Feb 2026
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JJ can sleep anywhere except at home.
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- Part 3 of burn and shine
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18 Jan 2026
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Rafe has been expelled from college, kicked out of his fraternity. And his father picks him up.
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- Part 1 of I am your father, and you love me.
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01 Sep 2025
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“That’s it. That’s a good boy. Take it all, son.”
Rafe finds out something about his father that will forever change him too.
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23 Apr 2025
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Mein Lieber Jagdhund, Sanft und Weich. by RoamingRedRoan
Fandoms: NaPolA | Before the Fall (2004)
20 Feb 2024
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"[Friedrich] walked to the door carefully, as if he could be seen through it; slowly — like one would approach a wounded animal. The irony was not lost on him that, had he had the guts to entangle himself from Heinrich’s crushing hold on his throat, the (ap)praising trap of his elbow, this is how he would have gone after Albrecht. Slowly, softly—if he dared think it this way—as to not hurt him any more. (Would Albrecht have huffed and puffed and cursed him out for handling him with kids’ gloves? Oh, yeah, probably, he was aware. But that didn’t happen. So he could stop worrying about it and mind his migraine instead.)"
Regret (and maybe something else) weighting on his mind, Friedrich makes his way to Albrecht's room in the middle of the night. He just wants to talk... Yes, he just wants to say sorry. (This is what he tells himself.)
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11 Sep 2024
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It's easy to hold all the cards when you gave them to yourself in the first place.
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10 Aug 2024
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"You know, Monty beat the shit out of me once."
"Why?"
"It's complicated."Bookmarked by pantocrator
20 May 2023
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After almost two decades in prison serving two consecutive sentences, Monty returns to Evergreen to sell his family home. He knows the time he served for killing Bryce Walker was meant for someone else, but all he wants is to get out of town and start his life over.
And then Alex Standall shows up on his doorstep.
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11 May 2023
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Five times Draco lied about why he wasn't drinking, and one time he gave an honest answer. Or, a love letter to sobriety.
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13 Apr 2023
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Interlude: After the Phone Call by NotJigsaw (orphan_account)
Fandoms: Spiral: From the Book of Saw (Movie), Saw (Movies), Spiral (2021)
13 Jun 2021
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“If you’re going to try to use any of that shit you’ve learnt in that communications counselling thing you’ve been going to with your wife, I’ll throw you out,” Zeke warned, keeping his tone light-hearted but stressing the sincerity in his words, “I’m serious, man. I don’t want to talk.”
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Feeling guilty over the pain Boz's death has caused Zeke, William drops by with some beers. He offers conversation and company. Zeke doesn't want to be alone. William has other obligations.Bookmarked by pantocrator
28 Mar 2022
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The boy once known as Hanno realized that there was something very wrong with him when he first met Jonas Kahnwald. He had been waiting for the boy who would become Adam, excited and nervous at the prospect of being the first face the other would see in 1921. But looking down now upon Jonas, emotions that he had never experienced before came bubbling to the surface. He wondered if this was the moment he dedicated himself to the other, the Noah to his Adam.
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24 Jan 2022
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1983 - Ulrich is a rebel, he fights the power by protesting with graffiti and property damage. Then, he does it just to see the adorable man with Bambi eyes who always comes to clean up his messes. Amusement is something he hasn't felt in a while.
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15 Jan 2022
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It’s a full year before Alison will go missing. Spencer doesn’t know enough to be afraid.
How pre-series Spencer developed some internalized homophobia.
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07 Dec 2021
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Nathan feels a hand on his head, and he shouts, sits up and shoves at whoever was there. He hears a grunt, and the sound of the intruder hitting against his dresser, and he goes to get off the bed on the opposite side, but the person is too fast. They grab his arm and pull him back down, then shove him onto the bed and slap their hand over his mouth.
He tries to scream but his voice is muffled, and the grip is too tight for him to get away, and then…
All of a sudden, he hears this quiet, soothing voice.
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21 Nov 2021
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Maybe this was why he and Monty didn’t spend time alone. Together, they burned each other down to ash.
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Justin and Monty attend summer school in the summer before Hannah's suicide.
(Inspired by Monty and his glasses)
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21 Nov 2021
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"I could ask one of the guys...."
The thought terrified him. He wished he could be so full of anger, like Clay, that there was no space for fear. But then, Jensen didn’t know Bryce like he did – didn’t know Bryce at all. He didn’t understand how afraid he should be of taking the other boy on.
But Justin knew someone else who would understand perfectly.
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21 Nov 2021
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A series of interconnected one-shots that explore how Justin, Bryce, Monty and Chloe got twisted up into such a destructive knot.
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21 Nov 2021
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I always trust my boys to have my back. And I trusted Monty... he taught me pride. He taught me what it was to trust someone. And I miss him.
Monty and Diego's was a friendship worthy of vengeance.
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21 Nov 2021
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It wasn't supposed to happen the way it did. Nathan never thought it would happen the way it did.
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21 Nov 2021