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  1. Public Bookmark 90

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    The repurposed box of heat aids was burning a hole underneath his bed. If Andrew knew, it wouldn't be an issue. They could go to Columbia for all the privacy in the world, but Neil hadn't told him, not yet. Mostly, he didn't want Andrew to feel pressured into doing something before he was ready just because Neil wanted it.

    There was another, rather loud part of him that preened at the idea of surprising him, of showing him how good he could be, how perfect for Andrew. He wanted to prove himself, so that Andrew knew he could keep trusting him, keep touching him, keep being touched.

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    02 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    Andrew walked into the lobby with a sober mind, and he very nearly halted in his tracks.

    One, two, three, four. Nicky, Aaron, and Kevin, the same.

    Neil Josten, bruised rotten, blue eyes, hair that gleamed red under the sterile lights. Neil Josten, no longer absent of scent. He smelled like smoke, fire, and the smallest hint of something sweet, like an autumn campfire and roasted smores.

    Neil Josten, an alpha, who's scent filled Andrew's lungs and spoke of relief.

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    02 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 95

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    It doesn't take long for Neil to join him on the roof, his face lighting up when he sees him. Neil settles next to him, close enough that Andrew can feel his body heat without touching. Neil's wearing the hoodie he pilfered from Andrew's closet a few months ago; he feels his eyes catch on it a little too long. He forces his eyes away, but he leans closer until their shoulders brush. Neil takes it for the invitation it is, leaning most of his weight into Andrew's side.

    "So, what is this?" He pulls the dog clicker from his pocket, still in its plastic packaging. 

    Andrew's hand ghosts over Neil's covered hip, fiddling with the waistband of his egregious shorts. "Don't ask questions with obvious answers," he retorts. 

    He slips his hand beneath fabric to reach bare skin, grounding himself with the familiar raised skin. "I want to-" The words get stuck in his throat. 

    Aggravated with himself, Andrew squeezes Neil's hip hard enough to hurt, but Neil only blinks slowly at him, not a hint of expectation on his face. "I would like to be louder. With you," Andrew forces out spitefully.

    "Oh," Neil says surprised, "Like when we-?" 

    "When we fuck," Andrew says shortly. 

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    02 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 67

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    Neil was always going to run, the choice to reveal his name and hidden designation never should've swayed Andrew, but they had.

    Neil had swayed him, and now Andrew can only reckon with the fact that he was stupid enough to want again.

    It's those thoughts that are circling his head when the car pulls up. It's not smooth, he watches as the driver goes over the curb, though Andrew doesn't care enough to tell them off for their horrible park job.

    Not until Neil fucking Josten practically collapses out of the driver's seat, beat to all hell and with red hair to boot.

    Andrew is at his side before his conscious mind realizes, his body already having made the choice for him. He smells blood, and fear, but they're overpowered by the sweet scent of strawberry sorbet pouring out from Neil's neck.

    His mouth starts to water as Neil practically folds into his arms, pupils blowing wide as he catches the heat scent of slick in the air. He has a second to curse before Neil is looking up at him, glazed eyes blinking heavily before getting stuck on Andrew's face.

    "Andrew," He says his name like no one else ever has, possibly ever will.

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    02 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    “WHAT?” Kristen shouted next to him, loud enough Neil had to cover his ear, unintentionally putting the ring on full display. She was one of the few he least tolerated since joining the Denver Outlaws, always sticking her nose in other people’s lives. “What the fuck is that, Josten?! Did you get married or what?!”

    Neil spared her a scowl, not appreciating having his hearing compromised and the attention of all his teammates on him. “Yes,” he said flatly and went to the treadmill to continue his workout.

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    Neil and Andrew get married without public knowledge.
    Everyone thinks they're rivals, even their pro teams.
    Neil is tired of it, and what better way to end it all than by showing off at finals?

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    30 May 2026