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    Andrew Minyard and Neil Josten have been best friends for ten years. Neil is a Grammy winning pop star and Andrew is an award winning stage actor. Neil likes to write love songs for fun and Andrew is hopelessly in love with him. But, when Neil writes an explicit song about someone's he's interested in, will Andrew be able to handle it?

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    10 Jul 2026

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    “I bet the monster will come alone again this year,” he says, his voice scratchy like the sound of a blender in the early hours of the morning.

    Aaron stiffens beside his brother, shoulders creeping up to his ears before he opens his eyes. He turns to Seth with a sneer. In seconds, Aaron had gone from asleep to fully awake, an anger simmering under the surface of his skin, water boiling over.

    “I’ll take that bet,” Aaron says, face a blank slate, anger cooling behind his eyes. If this were still college, Aaron would’ve let anger take over, let fists fly. With age, Aaron had learned that there are crueler things than violence.

    “Five hundred bucks,” Seth replies, eyes sparkling in amusement. He’s got the face of someone who thinks they’ve won.

    “A thousand,” Aaron counters. Andrew’s eyebrow twitches up imperceptibly, a feeling like a laugh bubbling up his throat.

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    In which Neil and Andrew are secretly married.

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    09 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 4

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    Neil Josten would rather do anything else than speak to the media and his solution to that is to just start making stuff up.

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    09 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    To untrained eyes it seems like Neil and Andrew never directly admitted their love towards each other but there is proof. It's in text they write, texts others write online,...

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    27 Jun 2026

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    The Foxes were used to weird shit happening. Vandalism they understood. A five-foot goal keeper, why not? A teammate murdering someone with their own racquet? Makes sense, but mysterious donor paying off their bills and buying them things? Now, that was weird.

    Basically, the Foxes not realizing that Neil is actually rich as hell.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Five times Jeremy didn't understand the relationship between Jean and Neil Josten, and the one time he figured it out.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    She could be so small, he marveled. She was a cat, sleek and windy. A mouse, whiskers perfect and round ears quivering. A moth, fragile and dusty. A caterpillar, wriggly and colorful. She almost disappears.

    “Alex,” his mother chided, her voice low and hand tight around his upper arm, but if she wasn't looking at him it would've taken him a moment to know who she meant. She was scared, she’s terrified, her pupils are dots, even though they were just in the second last row of a near-empty greyhound bus. “Stop playing. Are you listening to me?”

    In his hand, Marie turned into a pill bug and curled up tight. He closed his hand around her, making her disappear.

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    18 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 30

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    In their defense, he had been warned: Don’t mess with the Monsters, okay? They’re bad news.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    They first meet in their dreams.

    It isn't as miraculous or smooth a transition as the How To Be Fated: A Guide on Soulmates made it out to be.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Neil Josten paints a portrait of a fellow student, unbeknownst to them, and submits it anonymously to a student gallery showing.

    Andrew Minyard encounters a portrait of himself, painted without his permission, and is unmoored.

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    16 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 37

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    "I've never heard you beg, Doe," Riko muses.

    “And you won't," Three cuts in. "Why should he? You've missed scoring plenty more goals than he's missed saving."

    Andrew misses a goal. The reason — and the consequences — are one and the same. If only Neil could work that out.

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    15 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 58

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    If they make a single wrong move when the Moriyamas might be behind Neil's disappearance, then they will cost him his life.

    Kevin can't do anything if it's them. Neither can Jean. If Neil is in their hands, then it is too late already, and there is nothing anyone can do.

    But Jean, brave, doesn't falter. "This isn't their doing."

    Just as Nathan's trial starts to conclude, Neil goes missing. Jeremy watches the fallout, and comes to realise a few things.

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    15 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 60

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    "Neil," Wymack says again.

    He blinks up at the clock. 9:05PM.

    Five minutes, gone. Two hours, gone. Neil doesn't try and rewind the time any further — he knows he'll just find more gaps in his memory, more lapses he can't recall.

    Andrew's graduated, and Neil is adrift.

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    15 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 18

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    Aaron had a sudden sensation that could only be considered twin telepathy. He didn’t believe in twin telepathy, mainly because it sounded like a bunch of bullshit, but the dawning horror in Andrew’s eyes had to match Aaron’s jaw drop.

    Andrew looked down at Neil against his shoulder, then back at Katelyn on Aaron’s chest. Outwardly, he made no sign he saw anything, yet Aaron knew he had seen the same thing he had.

    Or, Katelyn tags along to the Foxes' movie night. Aaron and Andrew have a horrible realization.

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    15 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 6

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    Neil had convinced Ichirou to give them their life back. Now Andrew needs a new purpose, Neil gives him one. Or does Andrew give Neil another one?

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    15 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 26

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    Neil is practically plastered to his back as they head for the back of the bus. He turns back slightly to glare when Neil trips him, but the idiot doesn't even look apologetic.

    Internally, Andrew rolls his eyes; he has a feeling he knows the reason for Neil's sudden clingy tendencies.

    Andrew's arms are pleasantly sore from the full half he played, only letting in a single goal like Neil asked on their way here. He doesn't know yet what he'll ask for in return. Possibly a weekend getaway out of state or as many hours as Andrew wants dressing him up in the mall.

    From the way Neil is trying to merge their bodies together, Andrew figures what he'll owe is far from his mind.

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    11 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 46

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    Aaron's letterboxd account was sacred. He had accumulated a following of 234 and posted regularly on Mondays, Wednesdays and Saturdays. He had never left anything smaller than a paragraph on his reviews and he was scathing when it came to movies he hated.

    Moving in with Nicky and Andrew hadn't changed anything, except that he hid most of it now since no one enjoyed the indie movies Aaron loved.

    No one except for his twin’s boy toy.
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    tldr, neil and aaron bonding over movies!!

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    11 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 91

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    The repurposed box of heat aids was burning a hole underneath his bed. If Andrew knew, it wouldn't be an issue. They could go to Columbia for all the privacy in the world, but Neil hadn't told him, not yet. Mostly, he didn't want Andrew to feel pressured into doing something before he was ready just because Neil wanted it.

    There was another, rather loud part of him that preened at the idea of surprising him, of showing him how good he could be, how perfect for Andrew. He wanted to prove himself, so that Andrew knew he could keep trusting him, keep touching him, keep being touched.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Andrew walked into the lobby with a sober mind, and he very nearly halted in his tracks.

    One, two, three, four. Nicky, Aaron, and Kevin, the same.

    Neil Josten, bruised rotten, blue eyes, hair that gleamed red under the sterile lights. Neil Josten, no longer absent of scent. He smelled like smoke, fire, and the smallest hint of something sweet, like an autumn campfire and roasted smores.

    Neil Josten, an alpha, who's scent filled Andrew's lungs and spoke of relief.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    It doesn't take long for Neil to join him on the roof, his face lighting up when he sees him. Neil settles next to him, close enough that Andrew can feel his body heat without touching. Neil's wearing the hoodie he pilfered from Andrew's closet a few months ago; he feels his eyes catch on it a little too long. He forces his eyes away, but he leans closer until their shoulders brush. Neil takes it for the invitation it is, leaning most of his weight into Andrew's side.

    "So, what is this?" He pulls the dog clicker from his pocket, still in its plastic packaging. 

    Andrew's hand ghosts over Neil's covered hip, fiddling with the waistband of his egregious shorts. "Don't ask questions with obvious answers," he retorts. 

    He slips his hand beneath fabric to reach bare skin, grounding himself with the familiar raised skin. "I want to-" The words get stuck in his throat. 

    Aggravated with himself, Andrew squeezes Neil's hip hard enough to hurt, but Neil only blinks slowly at him, not a hint of expectation on his face. "I would like to be louder. With you," Andrew forces out spitefully.

    "Oh," Neil says surprised, "Like when we-?" 

    "When we fuck," Andrew says shortly. 

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    02 Jun 2026

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