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  1. Public Bookmark 34

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    His mercy was now intrinsically tied with his damnation. It wasn't always easy to separate the two; in the dark after waking up, in between the sheets when Ryan would grab him too quickly, in the moments where they did wander into another room without the other. The entity had become accustomed to the lack of opportunities and had begun appearing faster as a result. A bathroom break could lead to a concussion, stepping outside to grab the mail leading to a battered torso.

    It was never fast enough to kill them, but that didn't make it any less grueling. Naim would never forget looking up at the face of his coveted while his lungs burned, feeling the air being crushed out of him and only being able to think, my beloved, my beloved, my beloved.

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    12 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    It’s better these days. The further they leave Bandi in their rearview mirror, the freer he feels. Like he can slip out of his restraints. He doesn’t have to twist himself into shapes to fit in, or hide behind silence and small talk. Instead, he can grow.

    or: Naim and Ryan make it to Paris with just the clothes on their back and fragile hope for the future

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    11 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    leviticus (2026) from ryan whelan's perspective.

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    11 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    Ryan slips from his bed like he's done every night for the past few months and treads the familiar coastal path down to where the streetlight fades and the shoreline is hazardous. He doesn't cut the soles of his feet anymore, now that he knows where the most jagged areas lay beneath the shallow waves, so he's quick when he picks his way across, heading straight toward the lounging silhouette of a boy who exists only to corrupt and kill, if the tales of his town are to be believed.

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    10 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 27

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    Naim and Ryan, out of money and with no long term plan, find themselves in a small town living out of a motel room. While they save up money, the two are forced to navigate the realities of running away, first loves, and staying alive.
    Somehow this has become porn with plot. Maybe it's the teen boy hormones infecting their brains.
    POVs both Naim and Ryan

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    10 Jul 2026