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  1. Public Bookmark 4

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    After James Kirk follows his heart and hormones, which lead him away from Spock and their home together, he returns confused and contrite, expecting Spock's disappointment, but not his anger. Both men are forced to examine their relationship as forgiveness is hard to come by. The two men, who have been together for many years, must face past and current issues between them and heal the hurt that might tear them apart. Can they do it? Or is it just too late?

    Originally published in K/S zine T'HY'LA #18 in 1997. Writer: Michele Arvizu. Editor: Kathleen Resch.

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    03 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    Once, Spock made a decision he could not explain with logic. He did it to save his friend from untenable grief, but he knew it could not be defended. When Kirk finds out that Spock altered his memories after they met the real life ‘Methuselah’, the fallout threatens to end their friendship for good. McCoy is torn between disbelief at what Spock has done, and guilt at his own words to Spock, just minutes before his illogical decision. Seeing the damage he has caused, Spock is determined to put right the faulty and dangerous logic that led him there. Distanced from their friend, Kirk and McCoy don’t notice Spock is suffering a personal crisis, doubting every decision he’s ever made, until a deadly mission threatens to take him away from them for good.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    A visiting Vulcan doctor, whose work leads him to be more "hands on" than would usually be seen as proper on Vulcan, has been flirting with McCoy relentlessly. Spock is the only one who seems to have noticed.

    Why he cares so much is a different matter, and what he wants Kirk to do about it? Well, that's a whole other question entirely.

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    21 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 1

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    Hawkeye and Radar run into issues on their way back to the MASH 4077, where the fight to keep each other alive, turns in to a fight against each other.

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    22 May 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 5

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    "You look like you're preparing to cross-examine the punch bowl, Spock. Relax, will ya? It's a party. People are supposed to have fun at these things."

    Spock tilts his head slightly, one brow arching higher. "I am...relaxed, Doctor."

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    06 Jan 2025