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    13 May 2026

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    ch14

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    After Shane walks out on Ilya following the tuna meltdown, he meets Rose Landry, who promptly clocks him as gay and drunkenly encourages him to get over the guy he's pining for through Grindr meetups. Slutty Shane Hollander ensues, but hookups aren't as satisfying as Shane imagined them to be.

    au where ilya is not shane's first guy. my first work on ao3/my first fanfic in general! traumatized & slutty shane (bc those things can and do coexist!) with hollanov endgame.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    ch21

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    When a new manager joins BTS, it's supposed to be just another change-another adjustment in a life already defined by pressure and expectation.

    But for Taehyung, it becomes something else entirely.

    What starts as subtle control slowly turns into something darker, something isolating-hidden behind schedules, cameras, and carefully crafted smiles. As the line between reality and performance begins to blur, Taehyung finds himself trapped in a situation he doesn't know how to escape... or how to speak about.

    Because in a world that sees everything, how can something so serious go unnoticed?

    And how long can someone pretend they're okay before they disappear completely?

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    08 Jul 2026

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    It was a Friday when the video dropped.

    “What is happening?” He asked St Simon, who was holding his phone tight to his chest, his expression odd. “Someone has died?” 

    Across the room he could see Marlow moving slowly upright from where he had been doing floor stretches, his phone in his hand as well, his face pinched. 

    “It’s Hollander,” St Simon said. 

    The bottom of Ilya’s stomach fell out, closely followed by the rest of Ilya’s organs. His chest hurt so acutely that he thought he must be having a heart attack. 

    “Not dead,” St Simon added quickly, reaching out to grab Ilya’s shoulder when Ilya’s knees actually buckled. “Jesus, sorry. I should have - no it’s just -” 

    “Someone tell me what the fuck is going on,” Ilya snapped, “and everyone else shut up.” 

    Marlow reached him now, held his phone out to Ilya, open already to an article with a headline huge enough Ilya could easily make out the HOLLANDER blaring out of it even before his eyes focused and he took the phone from Marlow. 

    A video is posted online, for Shane it feels like a death sentence. For some parts of him, it is.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    ch2

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    Hi Ilya,

    My name is Shane! I don’t speak Russian, I hope that’s okay. I’m also 25 years old and I love hockey too! So we have some things in common.

    I’ve never written an inmate before. I don’t really know why I’m doing this. I guess I’m lonely. I’m not very good at making friends or dating. I think maybe I can be a bit awkward in person, but I’m good at writing. So I hope that’s okay.

    or Shane Hollander finds Ilya Rozanov on WriteAPrisoner.com and sends him an email.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    ch2