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When a new manager joins BTS, it's supposed to be just another change-another adjustment in a life already defined by pressure and expectation.
But for Taehyung, it becomes something else entirely.
What starts as subtle control slowly turns into something darker, something isolating-hidden behind schedules, cameras, and carefully crafted smiles. As the line between reality and performance begins to blur, Taehyung finds himself trapped in a situation he doesn't know how to escape... or how to speak about.
Because in a world that sees everything, how can something so serious go unnoticed?
And how long can someone pretend they're okay before they disappear completely?
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It was a Friday when the video dropped.
“What is happening?” He asked St Simon, who was holding his phone tight to his chest, his expression odd. “Someone has died?”
Across the room he could see Marlow moving slowly upright from where he had been doing floor stretches, his phone in his hand as well, his face pinched.
“It’s Hollander,” St Simon said.
The bottom of Ilya’s stomach fell out, closely followed by the rest of Ilya’s organs. His chest hurt so acutely that he thought he must be having a heart attack.
“Not dead,” St Simon added quickly, reaching out to grab Ilya’s shoulder when Ilya’s knees actually buckled. “Jesus, sorry. I should have - no it’s just -”
“Someone tell me what the fuck is going on,” Ilya snapped, “and everyone else shut up.”
Marlow reached him now, held his phone out to Ilya, open already to an article with a headline huge enough Ilya could easily make out the HOLLANDER blaring out of it even before his eyes focused and he took the phone from Marlow.
A video is posted online, for Shane it feels like a death sentence. For some parts of him, it is.
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Where Blue Is by trashandfurious
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Jun 2026
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Welcome to 2025 MHL — where being gay isn’t a scandal, but having the Big Bad Russian Alpha Captain of Boston Raiders openly thirsting over the Pretty Omega Rookie of Montreal Metros definitely is.
Nineteen year-old Shane Hollander just wanted to play hockey. After a viral scandal – collapsing on the ice and experiencing his first heat on national television during the International Prospect Cup – the Montreal Metros gave him a chance to rewrite his narrative. A life-changing entry contract. A media spotlight. And the title of the first omega in the MHL.
Enter Ilya Rozanov: twenty-nine-year-old MHL veteran, Boston Raiders captain, and resident villain fans love to hate. An alpha who never forgets a pretty face once he’s seen it.
And Shane Hollander has a very pretty face.
A story for those who love confident, experienced Ilya courting a shy and overwhelmed Shane, who tries very hard to pretend he doesn’t enjoy it. Expect a ten-year age gap, primal tension, and an alpha taking care of his Babyboy Shane in public and private. Potential daddy kink.
Semi-omegaverse. No mpreg. No babies. (I don’t like babies, sorry, lmao.)
Slow-burn progression.
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Ilya makes comments about Shane talking too much.
Shane takes him seriously and attempts to stop talking.
It doesn’t go well.
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Dean's introspection on the concept of being transgender.
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02 Jul 2026
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Ilya's favourite girl by EmoLionsRawr
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Heated Rivalry (TV) RPF
28 Jun 2026
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The door to the hotel room opened slowly, Shane rubbed his sleeve on his cheek and gestured for Ilya to come inside. "Hey" he whispered, clearing his throat before shutting the door. Ilya tilted his head to the side and gripped onto Shanes shoulder.
"Are you okey?" Ilya asked, pulling Shane into a hug, his arms wrapping around Shane.
Shane nodded his head and took a shuddery breathe "i need to tell you something, and i don't know how you're going to take it" he mumbled into Ilya's shirt, his arms tightening around Ilya's waist.
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transfem shane au with jane as a wag and her journy on becoming the woman she aspires to be
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- Part 1 of Transfem shane hollander
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Hi Ilya,
My name is Shane! I don’t speak Russian, I hope that’s okay. I’m also 25 years old and I love hockey too! So we have some things in common.
I’ve never written an inmate before. I don’t really know why I’m doing this. I guess I’m lonely. I’m not very good at making friends or dating. I think maybe I can be a bit awkward in person, but I’m good at writing. So I hope that’s okay.
or Shane Hollander finds Ilya Rozanov on WriteAPrisoner.com and sends him an email.
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Smol Snake Loki (OR: Tony's descent into madness) by SpacePancake
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe
10 Jun 2018
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Thor arrives to Earth with Asgard's population and a snake around his neck.
Tony is suspicious.
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Ilya knew that he was bad at being a vampire, and he liked it this way. He knew that he was cursed, that he was a monster, but not inherently evil. He didn't have to be rotten like his father as long as he held onto his principles and the knowledge that he had to stay away from humans, no matter how drawn he felt to them.
Four Lessons. Four Beliefs. A simple construct of rules. Quite easy to follow.
Or at least they had been, until Ilya met the head of the Montreal Coven, a vampire named Theriault. It had been a day like any other, an assignment to build connections with the Coven for his father's dealings. Nothing special. Until Ilya laid eyes on Theriault's thrall.
Just like this, all of Ilya's lessons and rules were blown to pieces.
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“Maybe I know some things about myself,” he says. “And maybe you know them too. From– from rebuilding me or being in my head or just– from knowing me. From–”
“From loving you,” Cas supplies.
Dean looks at him and nods.
“Knowing and saying are not the same thing, Cas. Does that make sense?”Or: Dean Winchester comes to terms with some gender stuff.
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A well fed man should have no use for hunger.
A witch curse gives Dean a taste of something sweet. Dean indulges.
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Still beautiful, still Dean Winchester by Werewolf_Origins
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
31 Aug 2024
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“I am Dean Winchester. Daughter of Mary and John Winchester. I am Sammy's older sister. I am….a woman.”
Her tired reflection gazed back at her in awe.
She did it.
She actually did it.
Or: snapshots of Dean's journey through life as a trans woman, and how she comes to accept herself.
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clinging tight to your chest (like a suicide bomber) by devin_writes
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
22 Mar 2025
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There’s no world for a transsexual hunter. That much is obvious. That’s why it stays pushed down so deep over layers and layers of performed masculinity. And it works. No one has any clue.
…If only Cas would stay out of Dean’s head.
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Draco’s eyes were closed, and he was breathing evenly. He looked so much like Narcissa that it broke Sirius’ heart. On instinct, he reached out to brush his blond bangs away from his forehead, only to find a raw, lightning-shaped cut on the skin. Sirius stared in horror.
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“Dude, this is so dumb,” JJ said, looking over the documents, “but also the best fucking thing we’ve ever done. It looks so real.”
Hayden grinned proudly, “Yeah? I got a friend who’s a lawyer to write them up.”
JJ looked up at him impressed. “Prank commitment on point, man”
Hayden’s grin widened.
He could already imagine Shane’s face when he saw the official-looking divorce papers from Ilya Rozanov. Shane would open the envelope, read the first few lines, spiral for solid thirty seconds, and then notice the tiny line Hayden had hidden near the top of the page.
April Fools, bitch.
or - a really dumb prank + series of unfortunate events = angst with happy ending
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bone-deep ache by carpcatfish
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
10 May 2026
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Shane was tired.
It had only been two months since he joined the Centaurs, he shows up to practice and it's like a switch turns on where he just pretends.
Pretends he likes Boodram's ideas for Shane-inclusive barbecue food, which just makes him feel different and needy because he's the only one in their team who's this rigid. Pretends that he likes Hayes’ teasing about his awkward habits in front of everyone else, which pisses him off, coming from the guy who brings up Green Lantern comics every other practice. Pretends he likes Harris asking him excited questions about his relationship with Ilya, if the topic doesn't still make him want to rip off his skin. Pretends his life and career weren't uprooted exactly how he feared— leaving him in a shitty team.
Or: Shane wasn't prepared for every aspect of his life to be uprooted the moment his relationship with Ilya went public. He is happy, he thinks, but adjusting to team dynamics, moving away from Montreal, living with Ilya and Anya is prove to be perfect storm for burnout.
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McGill Redbirds’ alternate captains Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov barely speak a word to each other off the ice. Their lack of communication is beginning to weigh on the team, and with playoffs right around the corner, Coach Wiebe is not taking any chances. So, he decides that until the season is over, Ilya will move into Shane’s apartment so they can learn to become something like friends. Ilya only has a few problems with this arrangement. 1. He hates packing 2. He hates Shane Hollander 3. He hates Shane Hollander’s very public boyfriend and 4. Ilya Rozanov has a fat crush on Shane Hollander. But as their friendship (?) grows, and barriers are broken down. Ilya realizes Shane’s life isn’t as good as it’s projected.
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Ilya Rozanov has to move in with his crush, Shane Hollander, who is very publicly taken. But soon enough, Ilya learns that Shane might not like his boyfriend as much as he lets on. Can Ilya balance his feelings for Shane while also not punching Shane’s boyfriend square in the face?
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Ilya is forced to move in with his crush and alternate captain Shane Hollander. Shane has an abusive boyfriend and crippling self image issues. Ilya teaches Shane to love himself. (College AU)
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Dig Two Graves by devovitsuasartes
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
01 Feb 2026
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23 May 2026
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my momsold me to Scott Hunter, a Shane Hollander fanfiction by luulapants, mockspeed
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
04 May 2026
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rpfactorfiction
Oh my god, I didn't know there were any copies of this left on the internet. For those who don't know, this is like. This is a foundational text of hockey RPF. This is from before hockey RPF was really a thing even. It's from the mid-aughts and wasn't posted to a fanfiction website. Instead, OP dropped this insane RPF manifesto onto a normal ass hockey fan forum (which no longer exists) then deleted their account like two days later. Just handed this to a bunch of jocks and hockey bros and dipped. Legendary shit. Like, I don't think this kid even knew what fanfiction was, the fucking hand of god just compelled him to write about being an MLH player's sex slave and show it to the world. I pray every day that this insane child actually made it to the MLH and got to meet Scott Hunter.
So maybe Shane had a little crush on Scott Hunter in his younger years. So maybe he anonymously posted online about it once. So maybe it had become an internet legend and a running joke in the MLH.
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22 May 2026
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my body's on the line now by avocadoestoastyyy
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 May 2026
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the worst thing imaginable happens to shane-- he fights to hold the pieces together long enough for ilya to find him.