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An addict looking for a fix offers himself up on a platter, but there are some places even Brendan won't go. That's what he tells himself, at least. Never did he expected his foundations to be shattered and rebuilt so thoroughly by Ste Hay.
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19 May 2026
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At Wimbledon 2025, Brian Kinney reigns as the untouchable world #1—cocky, brilliant, and fiercely alone. Until Justin Taylor, an 18-year-old unranked rookie, storms through the challengers. He's bright, bold, and dangerously irresistible.
As the tennis world watches in awe, Brian and Justin are drawn together by rivalry, attraction, and the burning pressure of greatness. With secrets, past wounds, and a championship on the line, the grass court becomes their battlefield—and maybe the beginning of something more.
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25 Sep 2025
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They didn’t even have a reason to lose their minds like this, this time, is the ridiculous thing. This is what they used to do when they were still long-distance, hole up in a bedroom and fuck until the pictures fell off the walls. But they’ve been living together in their gorgeous new Manhattan apartment for- eight months, now? Eight heavenly months of all the Justin he could ever want, Justin painting in low morning sunlight and flopped on the couch watching shitty TV and tossing a salad in a weird thrift-store bowl he’d insisted they buy. And yet, Brian still craves him constantly; he gets home from work and eats him up from the inside out and winds up on his knees before they’ve even started dinner half the time. There was nothing special about this weekend.
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08 Aug 2025
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But yeah, Mel thinks, they're probably going to have an affair.
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15 Apr 2025
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Smokin' from Shootin' by sakesushimaki
Fandoms: Queer as Folk (US) RPF, Queer as Folk (US)
15 Aug 2011
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Randy doesn’t even know how it started. He only knows how it ends.
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01 Jan 2025
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What do you do when he's not playing for your team?
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31 Dec 2024
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And as each day of the past three weeks had gone by with only text messages keeping him connected to the kid, it was as if a knife were continually being driven into the same spot on his belly, never allowing the wound to heal fully before it was brutally reopened.
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29 Oct 2024
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when you jumped in first, i went in too by orphan_account
Fandoms: Queer as Folk (US TV 2000)
08 Dec 2023
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"You just said you can't risk sleeping with a colleague again after what happened with Kip, and I agree, I think that's a smart move. But if you and Justin were actually dating, and not just sleeping together...those are totally different situations. You'd have to go down to HR and sign a bunch of forms, and that would make it way more difficult for Justin to accuse you of anything, were he so inclined."
Brian sat there for a moment wondering how this was actually his life and why he was being punished with this godawful conversation. And then, in his peripheral vision, he caught Cynthia shuffling through a stack of the photos Justin had posed for earlier. Even seeing a photo of the kid fully clothed had Brian's blood racing again. Fuck, he really wanted to see Justin again. And keep seeing him. Enough to actually date him though, just because he didn't want to give up the sex?
Yeah. He did.
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28 Oct 2024
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"I can't sleep with you because my body count is already too high," Justin blurts out. His cheeks burn when Brian doesn't respond, just stares at him incredulously.
"Body count?" Brian repeats at last. "Are you an assassin?"
"No, I mean like -"
"I know what you mean," Brian interrupts. "I'm just wondering why you'd waste time worrying about something like that."
Justin scowls at him, feeling more embarrassed than ever. "I'm not worrying, per se. It's just that...I'd like to get married someday, and I'd rather focus on finding my future husband than on one-night stands."
"And how are you going to do that?" Brian asks, sounding very amused, which just makes Justin blush even more. “If you can't sleep with anyone else, I mean? You're just going to stay celibate until marriage? Even if it takes years?"
Justin opens his mouth to retort, and then falls silent, realizing he doesn't have an answer for that. He hasn't really thought that far ahead.
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24 Oct 2024
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all's well that ends well to end up with you by orphan_account
Fandoms: Queer as Folk (US TV 2000)
13 Dec 2022
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The second Laura leaves the room, Justin lets out a huge breath and sinks back down into his chair.
"What's up with you?" Daphne asks, frowning. "You were acting weird the entire time the clients were here."
"Yeah, that's because I've fucked one of the clients."
Daphne's eyes widen. "Seriously? Brian? When?"
"Last night."
Daphne's jaw drops. She looks so stunned that it would have been comical in any other situation, but right now Justin has never felt less like laughing. Actually he kind of wants to throw up.
"So the guy you were just telling me about...the guy who fucked you until 4 A.M. last night...that's our client. Our client whose wedding you're going to be working on."
"Yup. Seriously, Daphne, how is this my life? I mean, honestly, what are the chances?"
"I know," Daphne murmurs, "it's like a movie."
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13 Sep 2024
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Hey. It's Justin.
Brian frowns down at his phone. He has no idea who this Justin is, but then again, he very rarely knows the name of his tricks. But obviously, this trick had made enough of an impression that Brian had given him his number - otherwise how else could he be contacting him now?
Unless it's a wrong number. That's also possible.
Then Justin writes, I'm hard, and Brian immediately decides he doesn't care who this is or how he got this number. Show me, he urges.
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10 Sep 2024
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Quentin Coldwater is trying to figure out what he wants from life. Everyone around him seems to be stepping off into adulthood with career success and personal accomplishments; his childhood best friend is even getting married. And then there’s the Eliot of it all— Eliot Waugh, Quentin’s friend, confidant, found family member... who he’s been sleeping with for the better part of a year. Eliot’s the only person in Quentin’s life not trying to push him in one direction or the other, but it may turn out that Eliot’s the person he wants to build his future around after all.
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10 May 2024
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"Carlos can hardly look away, and when he does, it’s like he’s flash blind—everyone else a hazy shadow next to TK’s shine."
A series of missing moments from Season 1.
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03 Jan 2024
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16 Dec 2023
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Bad first dates at grimy bars don't feel that terrible when you're saved by the hot bartender. These things never lead to anything but catching feelings.
Here's to letting go of bad memories and making new ones together.
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10 Dec 2023
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Carlos's heart is pounding. He can barely hear over the blood rushing in his ears or see through the fog clouding his mind. Because he knows those eyes. He knows the hand he just shook, and the voice he just heard, although it’s lower and richer than it was over a decade ago, when the man he’d just met was called TK instead of Tyler. He doesn’t know how or why TK is here, in Austin, a lifetime after circumstance ripped them apart and spread miles between them. He doesn’t know how or why the Tyler they’ve been tracking all these months has turned out to be Carlos’s childhood friend, to this day his most cherished relationship, his first heartbreak. He doesn’t know how or why any of this has happened, but it has. He’s completely sure of it. TK – Tyler – didn’t seem to recognize him. But that face is burned into his memory.
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In 2002, TK and Carlos meet in a third grade classroom in Manhattan. 21 years later they meet again, at a nightclub in Austin called The Firehouse.- Language:
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01 Oct 2023
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brain damage!carlos au and his recovery post 4.04.
title is from to the bone by sammy copley
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02 Sep 2023
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Carlos is certainly aware of TK Strand. He wasn’t aware the man had cycled through quite this many teams before being traded to the Dallas Stars. His reputation as a hot-head and a trouble-maker precedes him, but there are dozens of players like that in this league. Carlos has never considered Strand to be significantly worse than any of the rest of them, but maybe he just wasn’t paying close enough attention. The person described in the article he just read doesn’t exactly sound like someone Carlos should be thrilled about having as a new teammate.
Or, the enemies-to-friends-to lovers Hockey AU that no one asked for but I was perhaps born to write.
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26 Aug 2023
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When Soulmates Swim by carlos-in-glasses (stormwriting) for EnchantedToReadYou
Fandoms: 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020)
02 Jul 2023
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Sparks and splashes fly when TK and Carlos each take up swimming while they recover from workplace injuries.
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Carlos touches the shallow end of the pool and stops, allowing himself the time to look back. Appearing slightly fuzzy and gleaming through Carlos’ goggles, TK sits on the edge at the deep end, palms splayed flat on the tiles, legs dangling in the water and kicking softly. He raises a hand, waving to beckon Carlos back. There’s something so sweet about the gesture, Carlos’ stomach flutters. He has to stop himself from smiling as he swims towards TK. He peers through his goggles at the sharpening sight of TK’s feet under the water, the way he moves them in a circular motion. Carlos keeps his head under and grabs TK’s foot playfully. TK howls, elated.
“I knew you were going to do that, and it still scared me,” TK says, his voice squeaky through his rolling laughter.
Suddenly it feels to Carlos like he’s known TK forever – like they’re best friends from school days, kids at play.
TK kicks up, splashing water over Carlos’ shoulder. There’s a hunger in his eyes that Carlos tries to mirror. They hold it for a few seconds before they have to look away.