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  1. Public Bookmark 40

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    “We’ll be like siblings!” Satoko says brightly.

    “Satoko—”

     

    Atsushi gets bullied gently by a child. Satoko forcibly adopts herself a sibling. These two things are related.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    It’s easy to dismiss the nausea at first, in the wake of the implosion of his entire life.

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    In which, unknowingly, Dazai does not leave the Mafia alone.

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    20 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 45

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    They are only three years apart in age, but it feels like an eternity now. Dazai has always looked younger than he is. He looks unbearably young now, with his hair grown out a little more than usual and grief hollowing his face.

    He doesn’t look back at Ango, even though he must feel his gaze on him.

    “Do you know how far along you are?”

     

    or: Ango during Dazai's pregnancy

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    19 Jul 2026

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    Something horrible in Dazai's past comes back to haunt him in the form of a brown envelope full of pictures.

    He expects to be abandoned and shunned, but for all his precision in foreseeing outcomes, he finds that he is not the best at predicting the emotional reactions of those that care about him.

    ____

     

    Slowly, Dazai bends down and picks one of them up in a shaking hand.

    Kunikida has never seen him like this.

    "I don't understand..." Atsushi is saying, but he stays with Ranpo, Kyouka and Kenji where he is, "What are those pictures? What's going on?"

    Dazai is terrifyingly held together and calm and collected, his eyes half-lidded and hollow, when he gathers them up from the floor and straightens, when he moves towards the desk and sets them by tapping them against the top, and then carefully puts them back in the envelope.

    The silence that follows after is deafening and unbearably long as Dazai stands there with his back to the room, his head bowed, his eyes hidden by his hair.

    "I'm going to kill him," he whispers, so quietly it took Kunikida several seconds to make it out.

    In one swift motion, he turns with the envelope in hand and storms out of the office.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    “Knew you’d be awake. Didn’t want to bother anyone else. You know me, I love to annoy you.” There’s humor in Dazai’s voice, but then Chuuya hears a pant of effort and another thump.

    “Chuuya,” Dazai says, and for a second there’s genuine fear and desperation in his tone. “I can’t get up.”

    “Shit,” Chuuya swears, and a knot of worry settles into his chest. “I’m coming.”

    Dazai gets injured. Chuuya comes to the rescue.

    Feelings are revealed along the way.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    Chuuya raked his eyes up and down Dazai's body. “Why are you wet?”

    Dazai began to peel his coat off. It clung to his body, clammy and cold. “Got in a scuffle with a guy who thought he was being subtle trying to get to the engine room,” he said cheerily. “He tried to drown me, but he didn’t do a very good job, you see?”

    It had not seemed so bad, so why did Dazai's chest feel like it was being crushed under rocks?

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    17 Jul 2026

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    "If Chuuya went back in time and told his fifteen-year-old self that he was going to be twenty-two and investing a day off work and a yet-unknown sum of money into trying to create a day where Dazai fucking Osamu could feel safe and comfortable, fifteen-year-old Chuuya would have laughed for hours or punched his present-day self in the face. Maybe both. Chuuya deserves both, really."

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    Chuuya drags Dazai out of the office for an impromptu lunch date.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    For all their skills as Yokohama’s first line of defense, they’re really doing a poor job at hiding the surprise party. And if Dazai was any more of an asshole, he might even feel embarrassed at their performance.

    Or did they think Dazai was not going to figure it out? Now he's inclined to feel a little insulted.

    Dazai turns 23.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    “How old are you?” Dazai asks, so abruptly that both of them startle.

    “I'm fourteen—”

    “Not you.”

    Gin’s eyes widen.

     

    or: Dazai refuses to watch Gin suffer the same trauma he went through

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    15 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 63

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    When Dazai slips away from yet another Agency gathering, Ranpo follows him to talk about why.

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    15 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 76

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    The redhead sighed, closing his eyes momentarily.
    “Sometimes I love you, you know?”
    "Sometimes only?" Dazai inquired, the pout included in the tone of his voice.
    “Don't be greedy” Chuuya gently patted his chest “Sometimes like in 24 per day, 7 days per week, etc.”
    “Oh, how ironic” Dazai nodded, understanding “It seems I love you too, Chuuya. Sometimes, of course.”
    "Obviously."
    “Obviously, yes.”

    ~Or alternatively, Dazai loving Chuuya.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    Chuuya said kindness like he wasn’t, for all his violence, still the kindest thing in the universe to have ever touched Dazai. To have known him, even at the height of his cruelty, and touch him softly now, in spite of it.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    There was something strangely novel about the days when the entire Agency ended up squished into Yosano’s infirmary in the aftermath of a mission. Tanizaki, Kenji and Atsushi were lined up like ducklings along one bed, Ranpo and Kyouka sat on another, Kunikida stood by the wall. And, they all got to watch as Yosano manually patched Dazai up.

    “You’re not getting painkillers?” Atsushi asked.

    “Nope.” Dazai tilted his head to the side slightly and looked at him. “Why would I?”

    There was a beat of silence and then Atsushi’s eyes jolted towards him. His expression morphed to one somewhere between confusion and alarm. “Well… Doesn’t it hurt?” he said slowly.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    Or: The (not so) chaotic adventures of Armed Detective Agency Soukoku

    The day he and Chuuya defected from the Mafia, Dazai lost his partner. 
    Chuuya said he loves him, but that’s clearly a lie because—

    “Oi. Kenji-kun and I are heading out. Later, loser.”

    —Because Chuuya has been spending way too much time playing cards with Haruno, chatting with Kunikida and babysitting Kenji.
    It's a tragedy.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    „Listen,” Ranpo says, sharply, observing how Dazai’s spine stiffens the moment their eyes meet for the first time. “When I call or text you, you answer. When you need help of any kind, no matter what time it is, you let me know. This isn’t just for work, got it? Those are the rules. Break one and you’re fired.”

    Dazai’s eyes drop to the phone held in Ranpo’s tight grip to the uncompromising set of his jaw, mentally weighting his options.

    “That’s fair,” he huffs, holding up his palm in a ‘gimme’ motion. “I guess if it’s Ranpo-san, I can make an exception.”

    Or, Ranpo is the only member of the Agency Dazai is not allowed to ignore or hang up on. Naturally, when the day finally comes, Ranpo knows, with inevitable dread, to expect the worst. He's right to.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    “Don’t hang up” Kouyou’s voice sounds through the call, cold and bitter.
    Dazai blinks, shoulders relaxing slightly because he’d been expecting Mori.
    “Now, that’s funny” Dazai grits against the receiver “Bye, Ane-san”
    “It’s Chuuya” she says, and while her voice is even, there’s a sharp kind of desperation in it, so much of it that he feels himself freezing.
    Dazai does not hang up.

     

    Or, Dazai made sure Mori would know that using Chuuya to get him to come back wouldn’t work. He lied about it with a bomb, loud and clear. He just didn’t expect Chuuya to end up believing it too.
    Or alternatively, the one in which Chuuya uses Corruption during Dazai’s defection and Dazai comes back for him.

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    14 Jul 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 68

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    Dazai wakes up having a very good day, but he's also very much not familiar with the term 'adrenaline crash'.

    Or, Dazai takes shit care of himself until his body can't take it anymore while in the Agency. He calls Chuuya for help.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    Osamu Dazai had always known one thing, and that was that he was not human. Of course by all logic and technicality he was fully mortal, he bled and bruised, made of bones and skin and flesh. And yet Osamu Dazai was still somehow not human. He could feel it, the knowledge ingrained into him since he could remember. The feeling of something missing. His very humanity was simply… gone, never even there in the first place. He could never entirely explain the feeling, even if he tried it would simply sound like the ramblings of a crazed man, broken by years of pain. But Dazai knew it to be true. Something was simply not there, something integral to being human. It left a hole, a hollow space inside of him that he struggled to fill.

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    Or, Dazai and Chuuya's abilities get swapped, and it doesn't go well.

    Or, or, author wanted to write about No longer human as an ability, gave it plot, and it got out of hand.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    After Kunikida finds out how dire a state his and Kyouka's dorm is in, Atsushi finds himself staying with Dazai while their dorm is under repair. However, he wasn't expecting Dazai to have a spouse, especially not a spouse that happens to be a Mafia Executive.

    Or; skk relationship reveal but with hurt/comfort cause I'm incapable of not writing comfort

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    13 Jul 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 54

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    "Please, let him be soft.

    I know you made him
    with gunmetal bones
    and wolf’s teeth.
    I know you made him to be
    a warrior
    a soldier
    a hero."

     

    ~Or, Chuuya about Dazai.

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    13 Jul 2026

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