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    Then Zheng Bei asks if he could stay, and it brings him down hard. It doesn't burst the fantasy—worse, it pins it down, here to the fabric of reality, making the two touch. He doesn't know what to say. Zheng Bei's face is serious. What if he means it? What if he could stay? What if he could have this?

    He doesn't answer. He can't possibly answer, can't probe the gulf between what he wants and what's possible. They walk on. Could he mean it? Could he like Gu Yiran that much, enough to build him into his life? And if he did, how much would Gu Yiran give up to have that?

    On the way home they walk close, side by side. Swinging, Zheng Bei's knuckles brush his and send a tingling jolt through him. Once could be an accident, but it happens again, and again. The third time Gu Yiran flexes his fingers against Zheng Bei's, lets them catch and hold for a lingering few seconds before separating. He feels flushed and giddy, knowing Zheng Bei is seeking his touch.

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    29 Dec 2025

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    “You were acting the part,” Gu Yiran says, sounding very reasonable. As if he could persuade Zheng Bei that he didn’t want Gu Yiran, if only Gu Yiran explained that logically. What an idiot. “We were undercover.”

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    26 Dec 2025

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    While Pu Yiyong cannot summon the fortitude to get into bed himself on these nights, his hands have the strength of a vice around Cao Guangyan’s shirt and he won’t let go until Cao Guangyan settles next to him in bed.

    OR: Cao Guangyan and Pu Yiyong suffer through the indignity being known.

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    25 Dec 2025

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    After completing his service, An Junho gets a new job.

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    24 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    Lu Jia folded his arms, frowned, scratched the back of his neck, and looked upward. “The apartment upstairs is too big for me,” he said to the ceiling. “There are two rooms I’m barely using. You could have those, at least until you find something better.”
    Zhou Huaijin agreed so quickly that Lu Jia laughed. “You haven’t even seen them. I could be offering you a closet.” He looked down at Zhou Huaijin, eyes shining with good humor, and Zhou Huaijin looked back, feeling the same overflowing happiness he’d felt that day on the California highway. The moment stretched, grew heavy and golden, as their gaze held. It was Lu Jia who broke it at last.
    “You think on it and tell me tomorrow,” he said. “I won’t blame you if you change your mind.”

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    14 Apr 2025