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    After they came out, Shane was ready for people to be weird.

    It was weird with other guys in the league, weird with reporters, weird with angry fans who thought his relationship had tanked their fantasy teams and their sports betting parlays, weird with sponsors and their very enthusiastic pride campaign pitches, weird on all the social media that he avoided like the plague.

    What he hadn't expected was for things to be so fucking weird with other gay people.

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    18 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 68

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    So Shane's never had a milkshake. Who cares? And why is Ilya so weirdly tender about it?

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Yuna and Ilya might not be close yet, but she certainly isn’t going to abandon him in some random Ottawa hotel room when he’s sick. And Ilya's powerless against these Hollanders — their earnest kindness, and their insistence on caring about him as though he deserves it.

    Or: Yuna + Ilya's mortifying ordeal of being known.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Shane’s heart dropped. He nodded once and sat up straighter, shoulders rolled back. “It is. I’m sorry if this is too far or whatever, but it’s what I want and I have to ask for what I want. It’s okay if you don’t want to. I’m not going to break up with you over this.” Or anything, really. Even if Ilya said he couldn’t stay a secret and wanted to fuck other people, Shane would let him.

    Ilya’s own heart split in two at that. He turned, metal scraping wood on the deck, and took both of Shane’s hands in his. Time and trust linked their fingers together automatically.

    “I’m not saying I do not want this,” Ilya began. Shane let out a small breath, shoulders relaxing. “But you must know, the things you are coming up with for sex are not things I have done.”

    Something about the cottage made him be honest. Maybe it was the promise last summer of being honest and saying how they really felt. Maybe it was the distance between that unknown precipice and the leap of faith they took together. Whatever it was, Ilya had to come clean if he was going to keep giving Shane whatever his brain and body wanted.

    AKA: Shane Hollander invents kink in the recesses of that beautiful brain

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    16 Jun 2026

  5. Rec *

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    While trying to write to his friend studying abroad in Moscow, Shane Hollander accidentally reaches Ilya Rozanov.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    "As long as you want. It's your birthday after all."

    "And what if you're, like, doing something?"

    "Well, lyubov, I don't really have plans of doing anything except making it the best day ever," Ilya laughed. "But if I am busy... it doesn't matter. It's your gift – you get to decide when to use it."

    "Oh," is all Shane said again.

    Ilya's gift to Shane this year is himself. He really shouldn't have been so surprised that Shane would go above and beyond to make it his best birthday yet.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    He collapses onto Shane’s sweaty chest as he spurts cum deep inside, a long moan heaved out of him. One fucking thrust, Jesus. His thighs are shaking, his brain blissfully empty until reality hits him.

    “Fuck, Shane,” he murmurs against his sweaty neck.

    Shane wriggles and grasps Ilya’s head in his hands, yanking him up onto his chest but Ilya’s embarrassment is too strong. He always rags on Shane for being a quick cummer, and he rarely fails to outlast his husband, always preferring him to cum first. He doesn’t even know what it was about tonight, all he knows is Shane didn’t orgasm, barely even got a fuck much less a good one, and now his stupid cock is soft inside him. He knows it’s not wrong, necessarily, but he still feels like a failure. Shane deserves better.

    Or: Ilya is a little embarrassed baby and Shane takes care of him the only way he knows how. Sex, obviously

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Shane would have never imagined himself to ever love the evening more than any morning. But like most things relating to Ilya, time had a way of flipping Shane’s idealities on their head. And, unsurprising to no one, he fell a little more in love with his husband with each passing night.

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    or: five times shane and ilya spend quality time together before bed, and one time where their routine includes someone else.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Heated Rivalry fics that all take place in the same universe and build off each other

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Almost four years into his friendship with Hudson, Connor finds himself physically sick from a one-sided bond.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    After insulting a suspiciously vindictive fortune teller at a street fair, Ilya Rozanov wakes up cursed with the ability to hear people’s thoughts through touch.

    Which becomes a serious problem when he discovers his coworker Shane Hollander, who supposedly can’t stand him, is apparently thinking about him in extremely inappropriate ways constantly.

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    15 Jun 2026

  12. Rec *

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    Shane takes Ilya on his first date.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    5 times Shane free uses Ilya +1 time Ilya gives himself over to Shane

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    15 Jun 2026

  14. Rec *

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    It starts with Hollanov going viral for Shane kissing Ilya's hand in a grocery parking lot, and leads to the world seeing how painfully in love the two are.

    OR, Shane and Ilya being domestic and in love in public, as seen through the eyes of the internet and their friends, a social media, 5+1 Fic.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Life feels so chaotic for Shane sometimes, with all the loud noises and the unwritten rules he’s expected to follow, even though no one ever taught them to him. It’s why the bookstore feels more like home to him than anywhere else in Boston. It doesn’t ask Shane to be anything other than himself. Doesn’t ask for any more than he can give.

    He can just exist here.

    Shane likes slow, likes taking his time. And Ilya - without saying or doing anything in particular - makes Shane feel like that’s okay. Like he isn’t doing anything wrong by standing still sometimes.

    (Or, Shane works in a bookstore, Ilya plays hockey, and they both go to the same college. They fall in love in every universe.)

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    14 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 90

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    Eventually, Ilya says, “You remember that day, yes? When we were twelve?”

    “Yes,” Shane breathes. “I do, I remember. It was – I knew something terrible happened.”

    Ilya gasps for air, raising his head enough to look at Shane. His face is flushed and his eyelashes clumped together with tears. Shane knows Ilya can feel his heart break, doubts it’s useful right now, but he’s helpless to stop it.

    “I miss my mother,” Ilya says.

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    When he was twelve, Shane felt his soulmate's world falling apart. Years later, Ilya tells him about that day.

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    12 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 88

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    For years, Shane has carried a hollow space inside him, a quiet ache that no amount of distractions could soothe. He’s been starving for a specific kind of gravity, the kind that only Ilya provides. When the undercurrent finally pulls them under, Shane stops fighting and realizes that being held is the only thing that makes the world stop shaking.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    "Shane felt himself ascend out of his body. So overcome by Ilya working him all night, and then taking him like this with no effort to get Shane off, just to use him. Just to show off how Shane was perfectly shaped, perfectly put on this earth for Ilya to fuck. How Shane’s whole life, his success, his career, his family was just a byproduct of being wholly and entirely Ilya’s. Of his knowledge that if Ilya wanted to keep him down here in this basement with this crowd for the rest of his life, Shane would be just fine because even in his most forlorn state, Ilya knew exactly how to care for him and protect him, how to bring him right to the edge and then effortlessly sweep him up and walk him right back."

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    As they prepare for their second season of being married and playing together, Ilya plans a special date to confirm a few suspicions about some kinks Shane has been harboring. Through an exclusive dinner, show, dance, and darkroom, Shane learns more about himself and the millions of ways Ilya knows and loves him.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    “I thought Ilya was, like, the man here,” Hayden motioned. Something suspiciously sounding like Jackie’s voice in the back of his brain told him that wasn’t the right wording, but he was too tired and already too buzzed to care. Besides, this was Shane, he didn’t need to say the perfect thing. Shane knew what he meant.

    Scott shifted. “They are both men, Hayden” he said very formally. Hayden suddenly felt like his dad was lecturing him.

    Hayden sighed. “No, Shane, you know what I mean.”

    Shane’s brow furrowed in concentration. “Like, because I bottom?” He said, slightly embarrassed.

    Scott’s steady gaze on Hayden suddenly turned very sharp.

    “No!” Hayden started. “Well, maybe? I don’t know how that works. I just mean, like, you’re real gay and Ilya likes women, right?”

    OR 5 times Hayden realizes other people know his best friend better than him, and the 1 time Shane tells him himself.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Harris is unhappy with Shane's Instagram, and a quick perusal through Ilya's phone for photographs leaves Shane reeling. Is Ilya's mental health worse than Shane had known?

    Aka Super Anxious/Regular Gay Shane Hollander snoops, then catastrophizes.

    Come for the heartbreak, stay for the spice. Includes hot smut and happy ending. Also includes references to and spoilers for Play Hard, but could also be read alone. Spoilers for TLG.

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    11 Jun 2026

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