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The Great Hall of Hogwarts always smelled of roasted meats, melting beeswax, and the damp, ancient stone of a castle that had outlived a thousand generations of children. Above the four long tables, thousands of candles floated in the enchanted air, casting a flickering, amber glow over the anxious faces of the incoming first-years. To anyone else, it was a display of pure magic. To eleven-year-old Araminta Selwyn, it felt like the slow, agonizing march toward a gallows.
She stood near the middle of the line, her fingers tightly gripping the heavy wool of her brand-new school robes. Her knuckles were white, the skin stretched thin over small bones. Ahead of her, the Sorting Hat sat upon its three-legged stool, its frayed fabric parting like a twisted mouth as it sang of bravery, loyalty, wit, and ambition. The words bounced off the stone walls, but Araminta barely heard them. Her gaze was locked onto the emerald-and-silver banners draping the table furthest to the right.
That was where she belonged. There was no alternative, no room for error. The Selwyn bloodline was mapped out in centuries of dark ink, bound by blood pacts and whispered promises to a master who slept in the shadows, waiting to rise again. Her father’s voice, sharp and biting as a winter gale, echoed in the quiet chambers of her mind, "Do not embarrass us, Araminta. The Dark Lord rewards only perfection. If you falter, you are no heir of mine."
A soft murmur rose from the Slytherin table, drawing her eyes away from the floor. A boy with white-blonde hair and a chin held impossibly high was walking toward the green-clad students, a smug, practiced smirk pulling at his lips. Draco Malfoy. She recognized him instantly from the formal galas her parents forced her to attend—gatherings where adults spoke in hushed, cruel tones while the children were expected to sit like porcelain dolls. Malfoy had been sorted within three seconds of the Hat touching his head. He took his seat among the upperclassmen, his silver-and-green tie already knotted with flawless precision.
Araminta swallowed hard, a cold sweat breaking out along her hairline. She looked down at her small hands, recalling the secret guilt that had kept her awake for months before her acceptance letter arrived.
Perfection did not sneak out of bed at midnight to tend to the house-elves. She remembered the trembling form of old Mipsy, her family’s elf, nursing a hand blistered from her father’s localized burning hexes. Araminta had spent hours in the dark manor kitchens, wrapping the elf’s small fingers in damp linen and whispering soft, whimsical stories about the constellations to distract her from the pain. Perfection did not cry when her father forced her to watch him test the Cruciatus curse on the stray animals caught in the manor’s hedgerows.
She was too soft. The realization was an anchor in her chest. She was a defective heir, a whimsical child who looked at the night sky and saw poetry rather than a map for pureblood supremacy.
"Selwyn, Araminta!"
Professor McGonagall’s crisp voice cut through the ambient noise of the hall like a silver blade. The sudden silence that followed was suffocating. At the Slytherin table, the murmurs died instantly. Sharp, evaluating stares from older students—children of Death Eaters who knew exactly what the Selwyn name carried—locked onto her small, fragile frame.
Her legs felt like lead as she stepped out of the line. The stone floor seemed to vibrate beneath her shoes. She climbed the shallow steps, her breath hitching as she sat upon the wooden stool. The world vanished a moment later as the heavy, moth-eaten leather of the Sorting Hat dropped over her eyes, plunging her into darkness.
“Oh,” a raspy, ancient voice hissed directly inside her mind, causing her to flinch against the wood. “An interesting mind. Very interesting indeed. The roots of your tree run deep into the dark, bloody earth of your ancestors, little one. Your lineage practically screams for the dungeons.”
Please, Araminta thought desperately, her nails digging into the rough underside of the stool until it hurt. Please, let me be good. I don’t want to hurt anyone. I just want to be quiet.
“You want to be good?” The Hat chuckled, a sound like dry parchment scraping against stone. “Slytherin would forge you into a ruler, child. It would give you the armor you need to survive what is coming. But I see what hides beneath that soft exterior. A quiet, stubborn defiance. An ambition, yes, but not for power or glory. You long for freedom. You possess a willingness to rebel against the very marrow of your bones just to keep your soul clean. There is a rare, terrifying sort of bravery in a lamb that refuses to become a wolf.”
Araminta squeezed her eyes shut in the darkness of the brim, her heart hammering against her ribs like a trapped bird.
“Better be… GRYFFINDOR!”
The Hat was lifted from her head, and the sudden rush of candlelight made her blink. But the sound that greeted her wasn't the uniform roar of a standard sorting. It was a chaotic, fractured noise.
At the red-and-gold table, a group of first-years—including the loud, red-haired boy and the dark-haired savior with the lightning scar—began to cheer, though their expressions were laced with profound confusion. The older Gryffindors exchanged bewildered glances, whispering furiously behind their hands. They knew her father’s name. Everyone did.
But it was the Slytherin table that drew the true weight of the room. The entire green-clad section had gone deathly, freezing cold.
Draco watched her walk down the steps, his young face contorted into a mask of pure, unadulterated disbelief. His pale eyes tracked her every movement, a deep sneer settling over his features as if he had just witnessed a sacred law being broken.
As the golden autumn weeks melted into the harsh, gray chill of a Scottish winter, Araminta became a permanent paradox within the walls of Hogwarts.
Her naturally sweet, whimsical disposition made it easy for people to like her. She was inherently gentle, a trait that manifested in a dozen quiet ways every day. When Neville dropped his books in the crowded, echoing corridor outside Charms, Araminta was the only one who knelt in the damp draft to help him gather his scattered parchment, offering a soft, dreamy smile that instantly calmed his stutter. When a younger Hufflepuff sat crying by the grand staircase after losing her Remembrancer, Araminta sat beside her, gently pointing out the window toward the early evening moon, distracting the girl with a soft-spoken tale about the silver lady who lived in the craters.
She was technically friends with many. She sat within the periphery of the Golden Trio’s circle during study hours, her presence tolerated and even welcomed because she was too kind to alienate. Hermione often shared her Arithmancy notes with her, and Ron always offered her the last pumpkin pastie from the platter during dinner. She was a pleasant, soft-spoken fixture in the red-and-gold tower.
Yet, a thick, invisible wall built itself around her day by day.
The other Gryffindors knew her name, they shared her sweets, and they smiled at her eccentric, Luna-esque commentary about the stars during late-night common room chats. But they did not know her.
Whenever the conversation around the roaring hearth turned to family traditions, summer vacations, or childhood memories, Araminta’s soft smile would falter. Her eyes, usually wide and luminous, would turn a distant, stormy gray. She would quietly close her book, her thumb tracing the edge of the leather cover, and slip out of the room before anyone could ask her about Selwyn Manor.
She could never tell them about the cold parlor rooms where Dark wizards gathered in the dead of night. She could never explain the thick, heavy dread that coated her tongue every time she received a letter sealed in black wax. To protect them—and to protect herself—she kept her depth hidden beneath a surface of gentle whimsy.
She became an isolated Gryffindor, always surrounded by laughter and chatter, yet completely, utterly alone in the crowded rooms. She learned to limit her meaningful interactions, drawing a sharp boundary where her personal life began, while her heart quietly bled for a sense of true belonging she knew her bloodline would never allow her to keep.
And from across the courtyards, through the shifting crowds of the Great Hall and the cold drafts of the library, Draco would watch her. He would look at the soft, smiling disappointment of the pureblood world with a calculated disdain, his jaw tight as he maintained his family’s dictated distance.
He sneered at her Gryffindor tie, never realizing, in his youthful pride, that his own cage was being constructed from the exact same iron.