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The fight with Eddie opens a crack in the walls Buck has spent years unconsciously building around his past, forcing him to untangle buried memories, past relationships, and the realization that he has spent most of his life reacting, running, and reinventing himself rather than accepting who he already was. Confronting the uncomfortable truth that his feelings for Eddie and his fear of losing him, are following the same patterns that have haunted him for years.
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Eddie Diaz and The Five Stages Of Grieving His Heterosexuality by EMCA
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
07 Jun 2026
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“Hey, so tell me this is none of my business, but…” Ravi started, from the seat next to Eddie in the back of the car.
“It’s none of your business” Eddie muttered in response; his cheek pressed against the car window.
“But…” Ravi insisted, earning a groan from Eddie.
Ravi persisted, nonetheless.
“Is there… is there something going on with you two? You and Buck, I mean” Ravi asked, tentatively.
“What are you talking about?” Eddie queried, suddenly becoming much more alert.
“I mean… you spent the whole night staring at him, you didn’t seem particularly interested in talking to anyone else, especially any of the women… is there… is there something going on there?” Ravi asked quietly.
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Stage One: Denial
Stage Two: Anger
Stage Three: Bargaining
Stage Four: Depression
Stage Five: AcceptanceEddie’s repressed sexuality and true feelings for Buck are slowly unlocked through 5 passing encounters with various members of the extended 118 family. Each encounter represents a different stage of the grief process, as Eddie learns to grieve the version of himself he thought he knew and how to accept the version of himself he really was all along.
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In which Draco wears the face of Ron and is thereby compelled to fulfill Hermione's startling request.
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When Spirits Know by kestal
Fandoms: Avatar: The Last Airbender (Cartoon 2005), Avatar: The Last Airbender: Chronicles of the Avatar Novels - Various
14 May 2026
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Zuko, now the Fire Lord, has been attracted to Sokka for years but never acted on his feelings. Now Mai and he have broken up, and the rest of Team Avatar is coming to his palace to visit. Meanwhile, after a trip to the Spirit World and his own breakup, Sokka is suffering from unusual symptoms. Maybe they can help each other.
All characters in this fic are 18+ and based on the leaked Legend of Aang movie designs.
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Through the Sky-Blue Cracks {Hot Guy/Cute Guy Superhero/Hybrid AU} by Amethystfairy1
Fandom 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series, Empires SMP, Hermitcraft SMP, Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series
06 Jun 2026
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This is a compilation of all the pieces that take place within my Over-City/Under-City AU, which is also a Hot Guy/Cute Guy Superhero AU, though that's not the only thing that'll be going on! I plan to keep this series in chronological order, so I'll put all the pieces where they'd fall along the timeline, which may sometimes not line up with the publishing date. The exception to this is 'Pretty Boy' which, IF someone does want to read the whole series in order, I'd want them to have read that one first and then all the rest, so 'Pretty Boy' will always be the first fic in the line-up, but after that you could read chronologically or just bounce around as you please! I've written all of these to mostly stand-alone, so you shouldn't be too terribly confused no matter where you decide to start up!
Ask me about the series or just come say hi on tumblr! @amethystfairy1
This series is also being adapted into podfics by @boo-the-AHH if you prefer the audio format!
TTSBC Wiki, which you can also find here on A03, by @silver-sunray!
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The Shape of Before by GaryXxXCarl
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Marauders - Fandom
23 Mar 2026
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Late one night in Gryffindor Tower, what begins as laughter, drinks, and childhood stories turns into something else entirely when Sirius shares photographs of his younger brother.
The boy in them is nothing like the Regulus Black they know.
As the truth behind that difference comes to light, the room falls quiet—and something unspoken settles between them all.
Some stories change the way you see a person.
Some make you decide what you’ll do about it.
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After an enlightening game of spin the bottle at Chase's bachelor party, House and Wilson make drunken excuses to keep hooking up. As their excuses get flimsier, so does their resolve.
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UGHHH I LOVE YHIS ONE SO BAD
procrastinating on my proposal reading this
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我爱惨“Jealousy”这个tag了！！！请吃醋梗再如狂风暴雨一样击倒我吧！！！有没有人说过3p特别特别棒？实在是。。。超级火辣啊！！！
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The match against France had ended terribly for Blue Lock, and within Blue Lock, things took an even worse turn for Rin Itoshi.
Rin needs a break, a relief, a bit of self-pity, self-destruction, and deception, just to keep going a little longer. He tries to visualize a way to find relief. An image comes to mind: a cigarette, a deep breath.Rin just didn't know that smoking on the street while underage would fetch him something bigger than a scolding. Now he is locked up like a petty offender, and Sae has to pick him up at the police station.
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The contract should have ended there, beneath moonlight and ruin, with sharp teeth and holy terror and the last breath of a doomed Earl.
Instead, Sebastian Michaelis hesitated.
Now years have passed, and London whispers of the beautiful Earl Phantomhive who hosts a masquerade each winter whilst hiding one cursed eye beneath silk. But on the night of his birthday, the demon who abandoned him walks back into his life wearing another family’s colours.
And some things, once buried, do not remain dead
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bruh this storytelling is crazy
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Robert Robertson is a man who puts himself in situations where powers would be pretty useful.
But he doesn't have them. What he does have is a mortal body made of breakable bones, cuttable skin, bruisable flesh, and other generally damageable stuff.
Maybe, at some point, he'll realize that he's got his limits. The way things are going, it's likely that the Z-team will identify them all before he does.“Hey Golem,” Invisigal called out. “What were you listening to while you were outside?”
Golem turned away from him to go join up with her, and Robert followed-- or he intended to. Something went wrong when he took a step to the side. He felt his body swaying.
“Woah.” Robert caught himself on the bench, next to Prism.
“Watch it,” said Prism. “The bar fight’s over, boy. Don’t go knocking yourself out now.”
Robert laughed under his breath. “Yeah, that would be stupid, huh.”- Language:
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Sasuke embarks on the horrible and humiliating journey of learning how to be open with his long-time partner and communicate his feelings and needs. And maybe even become a better person. Gross.
Or, Sasuke is a touch-starved and repressed mess and he gets to the point where he wants to change that.
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- Part 1 of sasuke should see a therapist modern au
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Castiel arrives on Earth wearing a female vessel, and Dean falls into a secret relationship with him almost immediately. But when Cas is forced into Jimmy’s body, everything changes.
To Cas, he’s still the same angel, still in love. To Dean, he’s suddenly a man, and the internalized homophobia he’s carried all his life threatens to destroy the bond they built.
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他是出淤泥而不染，但若是把他被操逼的视频放出来，又有多少人能相信他是真的不染呢？*双性
*私密半公开
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*严重ooc
*阴间嬤警告
*50%的小头凝视40%的破案和10%的幸运色狼
性压抑了就会写这种烂东西，不喜勿入，感谢你的尊重！
我喜欢kudos和comments🩷感谢你们！- Language:
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constellations, torn apart by arklie
Fandoms: 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Anime), 鬼滅の刃 | Kimetsu no Yaiba (Manga)
06 Feb 2022
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"Tell me," Kyojuro says, a simple request. "What memories do you carry?"
There’s a quiet room at the corner of his mind, the rusty hinges of the door scratch and tear at his eardrums as it creaks open, offering a glimpse of clean white snow. Clear, uncolored with violent shades of red or angry streaks of tearing skin, instead tinged a gentle blue.
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Keren
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Divine Intervention by outrageousboulefart
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime & Manga), 呪術廻戦≡ | Jujutsu Kaisen Modulo (Manga)
08 Jun 2026
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You were supposed to be a bystander. That was the plan. Suck it up. Be the Head Clan. Do your job. Be lazy about it. But don’t make it too obvious. Get paid. And live a long happy mundane life.
Until, Gojo Satoru came in and ruined it.
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You are a freaking God please save Suguru
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But it wasn’t a monster that came out of the trees. It was a person. A boy.
Mike froze.
Then he was spotted, and the boy stopped in his tracks; with skillful movements, he quickly slung the rifle off his shoulder and pointed it at Mike’s chest. Mike raised his hands while trying to keep most of his weight on his left leg.
“Whoa. Hey,” Mike said, his eyes wide as he stared at the tip of the rifle. “Just hold on. I’m not—I’m not going to hurt you.”
Or: A crawl gone wrong left Mike stranded in the Upside Down. Hurt and alone, Mike stumbles upon someone everyone told him was dead.
Will Byers was never found Au
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One cannot define grief as a solid entity; It shifts and changes like the tide, rising and falling, waxing and waning. Its unexpectedness rips off a layer of one's life like a band-aid, and an exposed underbelly is never pretty. J is no exception.
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Micro updates with syntax fixes, illustrations for chapter 6 are up :)
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hunger (for your touch) by lazy_panda for dimilethoe
Fandoms: Fire Emblem: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem: Three Houses
08 Jun 2026
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Dimitri finds himself distracted during training.
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- Part 6 of FE Art Scuffle 2026
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Samira takes a temporary night rotation to get some distance. It doesn’t last.
Slow-burn medical codependency with post-it flirting, trauma-induced restraint, and a diagnosis neither of them wants to read out loud.