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What begins as necessary preparation to sell the illusion of being the cold, powerful devil’s perfect escort quickly spirals into something far more intimate and far more dangerous to your heart. Vergil is determined to teach you how to yield, how to obey, and how to come apart on his command… whether the audience is watching or not.
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29 May 2026
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Dante and Vergil's sojourn through hell has repercussions for the other member of their family. While trying to protect both Nero and the human world, Vergil finds making the connection he wants to be much harder than he'd anticipated, Dante plays middle-man, and Nero just wants to finally get some sleep.
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- Part 4 of Building Heaven
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27 May 2026
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“So listen,” Robby says, “I heard you’ve uh, well, that you’re living with Dr. King. Is there any truth to that statement?”
Frank groans.
“Yeah, yes, I’m living with her,” he says and Robby gets that crazy look in his eyes so Frank barrels on, “It’s not like that. Robby it’s not,” and Robby doesn’t look like he believes him one bit. “I’m living in her spare room and I pay her rent. We’re roommates. That’s not a crime.”
or: frank gets out of rehab, gets divorced, and needs somewhere to live. enter mel.
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- 6/6
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06 Apr 2026
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02 Apr 2026
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Trevor finds an injured wolf in the woods. He can’t just... leave it.
Or: The timeline in which Trevor and Sypha find an empty coffin under Gresit but wind up meeting Alucard anyway.
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- 10/10
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01 Apr 2026
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Max stands, pacing again, and says, “I mean, what do I do? I can’t tell them I know now. It’s way too late for that.”
“It’s really okay,” Troy says far too optimistically. “It’s not that big of a deal.”
“Yeah, you can say that because you're not the one who heard Ilya tell Shane he misses his slutty little mouth."
Or: The Centaurs' newest rookie speaks Russian. It's too bad that Shane and Ilya don't know that.
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01 Apr 2026
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Had someone told Grace Ashcroft that her first day in the field would end with her curled in the lap of a fifty-year-old built like a brick wall while his castle wall of a husband made pancakes in the adjacent kitchen, she’d have probably turned on her heels and walked right out of the room.
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Or my attempt at using the end of Requiem to figure out what the Redfield-Kennedy household might have been up to between Village and Requiem, while also making them dads to all the blond snarky little shits. Part II: Grace understandably has a hard time sleeping, but fortunately got forcefully adopted by the two guys who've been dealing with this kind of shit since their twenties.Series
- Part 3 of Count Me In
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24 Mar 2026
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After a coma erases every memory Charles has ever had, he returns to a carefully staged life that feels like someone else’s. In a penthouse full of oddly empty walls and locked rooms, Charles wrestles with his new identity and a heartbreakingly distant mate who refuses to give what his omega body craves.
Left with nothing else, Charles relies on instinct to guide him, especially through a new fragile intimacy with Max, but he starts to question everything when his dreams turn dark—showing a version of their love that feels nothing like what they are rebuilding. Outside voices start to make him question the truth about his accident, and Charles has to decide if he believes them, or the quiet Alpha with kind blue eyes and a soft smile.
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20 Jan 2026
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feng xin loses a bet (and surprisingly, only regrets it a little) by citruspromenade
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
17 Jan 2021
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“So what do you want?” Feng Xin had asked naively, so fucking naively, “I lost the bet, fine, so what do you want from me?”
(or: Feng Xin makes a series of mistakes, none of them are his fault, and he's never betting against Mu Qing ever fucking again.)
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18 Jan 2026
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and this fire in my veins by citruspromenade
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
23 Nov 2020
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“I’m going to kill you,” Feng Xin says furiously, glaring at the dismembered corpse of the incubus. “It fucking bit me – you were supposed to have my back, you piece of shit – it fucking bit me!”
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(or: Feng Xin has an amazing time.)
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18 Jan 2026
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Jackie
No offence but this is not what I expected from Shane’s girlfriend.Lily (Shane)
I know he is so boring and I am so funLily (Shane)
But opposites attract is the saying, no?Lily (Shane)
Also I am not girlfriendJackie
Why not!!Jackie
Sorry that was nosyLily (Shane)
Is okayLily (Shane)
Is complicatedLily (Shane)
But I cannot let him go because he gives head like championJackie
Girl!!!!!!(spreading the jackie & ilya bestie gospel!)
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- Part 7 of ways they didn't find out
- Part 3 of the unexpected besties of the MHL
- Part 6 of hr: online edn
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- English
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- 3,547
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- 2/2
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- 8
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- 1,320
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15 Jan 2026
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WAG Support Network by stabthroughme
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Dec 2025
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Shane went down hard, bleeding on the ice, and Ilya was hiding in a stairwell to avoid Shane's teammates when he caught up on the WAG chat and saw the missed call from Jackie.
Inspired by the last bit of "please leave a message" by Ravenesta
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- Part 1 of WAG Hollanov
- Part 2 of In The Loonie Bin (Mars' Hollanov Fics)
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- English
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- 2,658
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- 1/1
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13 Jan 2026
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The Raiders have known about Ilya's Montreal girl Jane for years. After a rival game in Boston, they plot to find out who Jane is via stakeout. The only problem? The run straight into the Voyageurs.
The Voyageurs have known about Shane's Boston girl Lily for years. After a rival game in Boston, they plot to find out who Lily is via stakeout. The only problem? The run straight into the Raiders.
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11 Jan 2026
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The term, he’s told, is temporary retrograde amnesia. Ilya doesn’t need the direct translation to understand: he forgot things. Ten years of things.
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11 Jan 2026
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Keep Your Friends Close by pouncinglou
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Dec 2025
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“I just wish Lily was in Montreal. Sucks that the ‘Lily secret weapon’ is only in Boston.”
Cliff pauses then. Hand stuck midair as he was reaching for his beer. “Lily’s in Boston?”
“Yeah man. Sorry to burst your bubble, not all Boston girls are loyal to the Bears.”
Cliff turns to Hayden then. Cocking his head a little to the side, his eyes are searching Hayden’s face as if he was trying to read his mind. He opens his mouth to speak. He closes it. He shakes his head a little. And opens his mouth again,
“That’s so fucking weird dude. Roz’s ‘Jane’ is in Montreal. What are the odds those fuckers have girls in each other city’s. That would be next level rivalry, man."
AKA Cliff and Hayden run into each other on a night out and start gossiping
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- English
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- 10/11
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11 Jan 2026
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all the things he did by blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Dec 2025
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4 times Shane was strict with Ilya and the 1 time he wasn't ft Ilya having an emotional crisis over it.
OR: inspired by the tweet: ilya actually love having a strict boyfriend. like no his bitch do not let him have friends NO he not allowed to be out past 11 and NO U CANNOT SIT HERE!!!
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- English
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- 6,451
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- 1/1
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- 821
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07 Jan 2026
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It’s winter in Hawkins, and Mike and Will aren’t speaking anymore. Living in Mike’s house, Will tries to be invisible, spending most of his time in the basement.
Then the power goes out — and if there’s one thing he dreads more than facing Mike, it’s the cold.
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Seven nights in which Mike and Will have to sleep in the same bed, even though they’re barely friends anymore.
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- 8/8
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05 Jan 2026
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short way home by latertoday
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Dec 2025
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A few months after Ilya joins the Centaurs, his apartment gets a gas leak. It's a perfectly inconvenient time to be out of housing, but luckily, Yuna and David come to the rescue. Now, Ilya just has to survive a week living with in-laws that may or may not hate his guts.
As it turns out, his expectations could not have been more subverted.
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30 Dec 2025
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“No, Ilya, stay.” The last word came out as a whine.
“Why is he calling you Ilya?” Pike asked.
"Why is he asking you to stay?” Hollander’s mom followed.
Ilya shrugged. “How would I know?”
Hollander lifted his arm out, as if reaching for Ilya. “Because I want him to stay.” It was said in a tone that seemed to say, 'obviously'.
“Shane,” Hollander’s dad started. “Um- what’s going on? I thought we hated Rozanov.” He seemed to realise what he’d said and glanced at Ilya. “Sorry.”
“Is fine.”
"No, I don't hate him. I love him."
Cliff's jaw was firmly hanging open, and he didn't think it was going to move anytime today. He felt as if he'd been punched in the stomach, all the air ripped away from his lungs.
"Am I dreaming?" Cliff muttered to himself.
Pike let out a strained laugh. "I think someone spiked my coffee this morning."
(cliff, ilya, hayden & shane's parents visit shane in hospital after the incident. a very drugged up shane cannot hide his feelings for ilya)
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- Part 3 of ways they didn't find out
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- 1/1
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29 Dec 2025
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Ilya picks up on the third ring, breathing heavily into the phone. Shane hears a door slam shut through the device. “Do not yell at me.”
Shane stares at the half-empty bottle of vodka on the coffee table. “You suck.”
“I suck? I scored hat-trick! In your stupid body! I have not eaten in six hours, Hollander. I have not pissed. I have not laid down. I want to go home.”
“Rozanov–”
“Your mother has called twenty times. Your manager has called thirty times. Your father text me picture of crossword puzzle and ask for help. Clue is about American President from the 1980s. I cannot help!”
OR: the hollanov bodyswap fic.
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- Part 3 of cjo + hr
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- English
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- 22,370
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- 1/1
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29 Dec 2025