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    There is a boy with a red ribbon in his hair, with fire and valour in his heart. At the end of the story, he dies (repeat ad infinitum).

    There is a boy with(out) a blue ribbon. He is made of broken glass; bleeding edges and distorted reflections. He holds love in his chest, he holds love like a bullet lodged in his chest. The ink on his contract is dry– but his fingers drip black; stained from rewriting the fates of others. At the end of the world he stands in the water and says– my soul, my body, my mind, but not my heart.

    There is a valorous boy in a red ribbon. He is a puppet on a string. He is the gear that turns the fates of others. If he makes a contract he’ll end the world. If he makes no contract the world will end. He stares across the water at a love he has no memory of. He stares up at the shattered sky. He stares into himself and says, swallow down your hesitation– what will you wish for?

    (You can only repeat a story so many times)

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Yanli's scent is flowery and round the way he remembers it, but now, with the addition of something sweeter, something warm and tempting, almost dreamlike.

    Milk.

    Wei Ying is surrounded by the soothing smell of it, and he fills his lungs with Yanli, with comfort and safety. A sigh of contentment leaves him, and he peeks out from between his lashes. Wet spots have formed at the front of Yanli’s robes, concentrated around the peaks of her nipples, straining against the thin, silky fabric.

    “Do you want it, A-Ying? Good boys can have as much as they want. You’re mommy's good boy, aren’t you?”

    For Yanli, he would be the best.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    It's 1954, and Lan Zhan's life would be going well if it wasn't for the charming Wei Ying. Did he say charming? He meant annyoing. If it wasn't for that smile Lan Zhan could accept the future planned for him, the job as Cheif Surgeon who returned home to a demure wife who'd cook him dinner and asking him about his day. Instead, he finds himself dreaming about something more.
    So when Wei Ying offers him a deal, one that would get him out of Lan Zhan's life he took it. When the evening goes wrong, Lan Zhan expects his life to be over. Instead, he finds it's just the start of a new chapter.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    “Did we meet right before whatever landed me in the Cloud Recesses?” he asked, hopefully. “I don’t remember any intention of coming around for a nice visit, did I hit my head?”

    The youths exchanged glances, and proceeded to dash his newly raised hopes in the weirdest fashion possible.

    “You live here,” said the loud one, with exaggerated patience.

    “Bullshit.”

    In which an amnesiac Wei Wuxian concludes from the available evidence that he's been forced into a sham marriage, and acts accordingly.

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    19 Apr 2026

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    Jiang Cheng wakes up to a perfectly fine, perfectly normal day... and a six year old brother-in-law. It falls to him to take care of Lan Wangji, who has only just lost his mother, is wary of being touched, and doesn't ask as many questions as he should. Can Jiang Cheng put history aside or will old bitter memories get the better of him?

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    03 Apr 2026

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    Hanguang-jun (32) has been fired from his job as Auror for the Ministry of Magic. Not deterred by this would-be end to a mediocre career at best, Lan Wangji has taken on a job as Hogwarts teacher for Care of Magical Creatures instead. Another brave choice in a series of brave choices by Headmaster Nie Mingjue, who has long been known for (…).

    “He wasn’t fired,” Nie Huaisang says.

    “Of course he wasn’t fired,” Wei Wuxian says confidently. “What would he get fired for? Lan Zhan is the best.”

    “Apparently,” Nie Huaisang says, leaning in and continuing in a dramatic whisper, “he quit."

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    03 Apr 2026

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    funny

  7. Public Bookmark 49

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    Xichen is determined not to allow Wangji to wither in isolation in the aftermath of his punishment. Xichen’s care draws the Twin Jades closer than ever and reveals old wounds alongside the new. As they struggle in recovery, Lan Yuan teaches them how to play pretend, and the Twin Jades redefine what it is to be a family.

    He cups Wangji's cheek in his palm the way their mother used to when they were fussy, thumb stroking across his cheekbone. It is a gentle caress. An almost violent contrast to the emotions thrumming through Xichen's body. There is no lingering over what could have been when there is much to tend to regarding what was and is.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    “All my life,” Wangji murmurs into his hair, fingers stroking over Xichen’s back gently, “you’ve protected me. When mother died, when my emotions felt too large for me to bear. When watching Wei Ying throughout the war terrified me, even when… when my soulmate left me alone with a child to raise, you were there. All this time, you’ve kept on giving and kept nothing for yourself. Please,” his voice sounds wrecked, “please let me give you this one thing, Xiongzhang. Let me carry you as you have carried me.”

     

    In which Lan Xichen needs to dual-cultivate with somebody compatible in order to save his life.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    this is hot but mostly just so tender and sweet

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    That’s just the thing, isn’t it? Wei Ying feels nothing. He doesn’t feel anything, and this emptiness should scare him. He knows he should be scared. He wants to be scared. He isn’t. Fear itself is never scary; fear is just a response. It means that your body wants you alive. It’s the absence of terror that scares him.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    good depiction of suicide attempt and subsequent recovery

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    Ever since you entered, my life, my dreams, my future, everything has changed.

     
    Lan Wangji and Wei Wuxian get betrothed at the age of fourteen, and it is decided that Lan Wangji will spend a year’s time in Yunmeng to get to know his fiancé. It is a difficult time for Lan Wangji, who is used to the regimented lifestyle of the Cloud Recesses. He meets Wei Wuxian, who grabs him by the wrist to drag him to fun places, or to row boats down the lazy summer river, or to shoot kites. He grows closer to Jiang Wanyin and Jiang Yanli, and learns of their charms.

    Most of all, he learns about Wei Wuxian, who is thoughtful and bright and nothing like anyone else Lan Wangji has ever met before. He has a brilliant mind and a smile that rivals the sun, and Lan Wangji falls in love with him gradually, over bowls of too-spicy soup and lotus seeds.

     
    Or, the one where Lan Wangji goes to Lotus Pier when he is fourteen in order to get to know his betrothed, Wei Wuxian.

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    11 Mar 2026

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    Lan Wangji and Wei Wuxian got together, of course. They're still figuring things out.

    Just gratuitous porn. Sometimes that's all you need.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    The Chief Cultivator's Herald. Wei Wuxian is not quite sure when they started calling him that, but as he traipses through beleaguered towns and villages, as he finally starts to build the world that he and Lan Zhan have always vowed to build, he finds that he doesn't mind it so much.

    He doesn't mind being anything at all, as long as he is Lan Zhan's.

    Wei Wuxian goes where the chaos is in Lan Wangji's stead, and finds a home in the process.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    Lan Wangji, generally speaking, did not make note of people. Of course there were exceptions, once faced with special kindness or distaste, but most often others left an imprint so light that it would fade from his mind in only a few days, if not minutes.

    He didn’t feel right in his skin for the rest of the day after meeting Wei Wuxian.

     

    or, lwj cannot remember wwx

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    26 Jan 2026

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    Like a parasite, Wei Wuxian has this way of growing on people when you least expect it.

    Over the seasons, Lan Qiren slowly pieces back together his relationship with Wangji and learns to like Wei Wuxian in the process.

    (“Will you rejoin your sect?” As soon as the words leave his mouth, Lan Qiren regrets his wording.

    He is not surprised when Wangji’s eyes narrow, flashing with offence. “There is no need to rejoin what one has never left. I did not turn my back on my sect. My sect turned their backs on me.”)

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    23 Jan 2026

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    Chronological Order:
    Terrible Taste
    The Making and Keeping of Friends
    One Good Turn
    Mercy Meet Vengeance
    Cartwheels in Cloud Recesses
    Up All Night To Make Bao
    Mothers in Cloud Recesses

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    19 Jan 2026

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    "Xichen has loved his brother so much he thinks his heart might bear him ill will at this point. He will always ache when he is gone, like one of his arms is missing. He will try to soothe his brother’s troubled heart for a thousand years, if loving this boy is what will bring Wangji the most happiness, but it pricks at him like a doctor’s needles to see his brother’s open devotion treated like nothing by its very object."

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    Lan Xichen and the brother he loved and nearly lost.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    In the aftermath of everything, the scars of thirty-three lashes heavy on his back, Lan Wangji walks.

    He walks through a land ravaged by war, by hunger, by death and sheer neglect, walks through a land that the Cultivation world all but forgets in their own haste to rebuild. He upholds justice, protects the weak. Lives with his regrets.

    And then, in a small village South of Qishan, he finds Wei Ying - Alive, smiling, and asking Lan Wangji for his name.

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    23 Dec 2025

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    "Ooh, this is fascinating." Wei Wuxian lifts his hand and—Heavens help him—Lan Wangji's hand follows. Because they're stuck. They're stuck. Their fingers are interlaced, and they can't pull them apart. "You know, I wasn't expecting this, but isn't it odd? It's obviously a curse, but so far, it's not harmful."

    Oh, it is harmful, Lan Wangji thinks through a spinning head as he feels Wei Wuxian twist their hands this way and that, testing the limits of the curse. It is most certainly harmful.

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    A curse brings Wei Wuxian and Lan Wangji together—literally.

    (tl;dr a curse makes teen!wwx and teen!lwj hold hands. lwj, who is very much in denial about his feelings, tries his best not to panic and wwx decides that Operation: Make Lan Zhan My Best Friend is a GO. hilarity ensues)

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    23 Dec 2025

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    Drink this to sober up. Please carefully review my attached documents regarding our unplanned sexual encounter last night. I believe I have touched on all important points. I will not field follow-up questions before 6.30p.m., so do not try.

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    25 Sep 2025

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    "Kind of scrawny, aren't you?" Ajaw says suddenly, scrutinising Kinich from head to toe. "No wonder you don't have any children."

    Kinich, who considers himself used to all the nonsense that falls from Ajaw's dragon mouth, is taken aback. "How are those two things remotely related?"—and then instantly wishes he didn't ask.

    Ajaw slaps Kinich's belly with a phlogiston paw. "Look at this!" he cries. "It's all concave! You can't hold any eggs in here. And this," he adds, zipping to Kinich's arm and holding it aloft. "There's no meat, you've got sticks for limbs, tch! You can't feed any children like this."

    Kinich feels as if his mind ran to catch up, but then tripped and fell into a giant hole of Wait what did he say!? "Eggs," he repeats. "Children."

    "Don't even think about having mine." Ajaw sniffs disdainfully.

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    16 Sep 2025

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