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    It’s the most famous cold case in hockey history. Up-and-coming Russian phenom Ilya Rozanov mysteriously vanishes the summer before his rookie season. Despite extensive police work, no trace of the young superstar is ever found.

    Shane Hollander remembers Ilya Rozanov. Better than most. And now, several years retired and with two highly successful hockey biographies under his belt, he’s taking a crack at the mystery that’s haunted his own career with strings of what-ifs and memories revisited so often they’ve softened like old cotton.

    Perhaps now, with the long eye of perspective between him and those memories, he can unravel the short lifetime of the man poised to become his biggest rival and best kept secret. Travelling to Russia he searches for stories and the answers they hold.

    If only this damn dog that’s apparently a local cryptid would stop raiding his trash cans.

     
    It has wandered this place for years. It knows every stream, every hill, every tree. Every pale, flat face in the place of straight lines. It does not know this face.

    But it remembers dark eyes and star-dots across the cheeks.
    It cannot remember its own name.

    But it remembers him.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    "Roz," Cliff says, trying to control his breathing. "If we do this—"

    "We do not talk about it,” Ilya interrupts, even as his hands are already reaching for Cliff, fisting in his shirt. "We do not tell anyone. Nothing changes between us. This is—" He pauses, like he’s finding the words. "This is just tonight. Just this once."

    Cliff nods. "Just tonight," he echoes.

    And then Ilya is pulling him down, and their mouths come crashing together.

    (3 times Cliff and Ilya hooked up, and the one time someone found out.)

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Rozanov made a dismissive noise. “No, no, I will pick you up. Send me your address.”

    “I’m not giving you my home address.”

    “Why not!”

    “Because you’ll probably post it on social media to psych me out before our next game.”

    That made Rozanov laugh. “It is good idea,” he said. Stopped laughing. Started again. Blew out a breath like he had to get himself together. “I might do this to you,” he allowed, “but you have nice boyfriend living with you now. I would not do this to him. You are safe.”

     

    In which Ilya Rozanov adopts himself into Scott and Kip's household and refuses to leave. Kip finds this very sweet. Scott is going to kill him.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.

    When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street:

    World Junior Hockey Championship 2009.

    What?

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the youngest Commander in ISS history; straight-backed, closeted, and so tightly on his own leash that seven months in orbit with Ilya Rozanov have not produced a single crack in his composure.

    Ilya Rozanov is the Russian cosmonaut who should have had his job, won’t stop bouncing a tennis ball off the walls, and is still looking for a fissure. Thankfully, a solar storm finds it for him.

    or: Near-death, zero gravity, and the wrong man’s hands in exactly the right places.

    A Cosmonaut!Ilya x Astronaut!Shane AU 🚀

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    19 Jun 2026

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    22 May 2026

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    "You're a psychiatrist," Will says. "Between your personal and professional lives you must have met thousands of people, you must know dozens of different flavors of pathology. Do you know anyone who would take me as I am? Who would be able to love me," he gestures in a sweeping motion, from his messy hair to his stained knee, "just as I am?"

    "I do."

    Bedelia's words shock Will into stillness.

    “Really?”

    AKA an AU where Bedelia is Will’s psychiatrist instead of Hannibal, Will makes a series of increasingly questionable life choices, and no one should ever take Bedelia’s advice. Ever.

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    17 May 2026

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    Shortly after Will kills Garret Jacob Hobbs, he and Hannibal stumble into a D/s relationship. It's a relief to have Hannibal telling him what to do, but the closer they become, the closer he gets to realizing who and what Hannibal really is.

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    16 May 2026

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    langdon and santos work out their issues by hatefucking. they become friends after that.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    There’s a tangible shift in the flavour of the air; through the particles of sweat, of petrol from the motorbikes skimming past the Cartagena docks, and through the hum of people filtering through the evening, there’s a fresh tang. Hannibal retreats into the shadows cast by crates, unnoticeable. He inhales.
    This new scent brings to mind the sharpness of freshly cut cattle throats, for a second.

    And then the scent becomes a melody; something familiar, visceral, and something that Hannibal has come to appreciate as only his.

    Oh, Will.

     
    Or: Hannibal misses seeing Will in distress, and finds increasingly creative ways to address this.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    Thor wakes to a subtle motion at his side, a steady rhythm of movement that brings him slowly out of heavy sleep.

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    01 Dec 2025

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    23 Nov 2025

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    23 Oct 2025

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    Steve's on the worst date of his life. At least the bartender's cute.

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    23 Oct 2025

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    You should have heard the guy we played darts with the other night, he talked so fast and funny like Danny Kaye but British sort of only Northern (that is Scots? Or like scots. But not). it was great, he even got Steve to loosen his collar and have a good time.

     

     

    --from Bucky's letter to Mrs. Barnes

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    21 Oct 2025

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    13 Oct 2025

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    Steve looks perplexed for a minute then asks, "What makes torture nice?"

    It's a fair enough question. It's not the orgasms; Bucky had plenty of them with HYDRA and there's definitely a difference.

    He shrugs. "You doing it."

    Bucky craves the complete submission he experienced as the Asset. With Steve as his handler, and knowing he'll come back safely afterwards, what could possibly go wrong?

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    29 Sep 2025

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    It's just an innocuous comment, that's how it starts.

    He's not even sure why he says it; it's too much, entirely, pushing things too far, but— “It's not—one and done, you know? I got, uh. Stamina.”

    “Stamina,” Bucky repeats, flat. “Uh huh.” And then he's throwing back the rest of his drink, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand, turning to Steve and squaring his jaw all challenge. “How many times?”

    “How—”

    “Yeah. How many times. In one go.”

    “I—” Steve starts, flushing so hot he feels like he must be a beacon in the bar, shining through the grey-out. Bucky's still looking at him, curious, and something else under it, something Steve can't place. “Four,” he says, compulsively too-honest in the face of Bucky’s gaze, and Bucky's eyes widen.

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    21 Sep 2025

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    04 Aug 2025

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